ME

2012-01-28T15:18:00.000+08:00

woohoo it's cny! and my holiday is gonna end soon. oh no -.-

so. since our december sem break, all of us have been busy with all kinds of activities. CCES dong zhi event was a success. as predicted, whenever there's food, people who never showed their faces at all will appear. xD and then it was the christmas celebration. carolling was fun, and the night as well. just that i'm not quite comfortable with the way they're trying to preach. no offence, but i don't think it is a good way to do that in college, and in such event.

and then, we started our preparation for CNY celebration. hopefully everything can go smoothly without anymore hiccups lah. we've changed date, changed time, changed programme. what else more could come up before the real day? aish.

and then, we went malacca! haha. with the same old gang again, we had our 2012 new year countdown there. had an awesome bbq at irere sister's at first night, then went a famosa the next day. safari and the water park was fun! haha. jonker walk at night for countdown. of course with super lots of food all along. yum yummmm :D tried a lot of food i've never tried before, been to places i've never been. it was a great trip, although we never visited any historical places. YES we were in the city of history, but we didn't visit any of those historical places. lol. came back to ktt the next year, with weight gained -.-

and then, it was the mid sem exam again! it was so fast that we couldn't even realise it's here. even the week before exam we were still having the P Ramlee drama thing. i must say, the whole thing really strengthen the bond between our classmates. then our whole miserable week with mid sem. didn't do past year at all, plus all of us were actually counting down to go back home already. so basically no one was in the exam mood. who cares, 3 days after that, we were free! :D

and CNY. everything about CNY is just eat, play, enjoy, eat again, enjoy again, and gamble! gained much weight again. have to start working out my diet plan already after cny. lol. this year's CNY is fun, but too short! all of us have to go back to our respective colleges already after this one short week of holiday. didn't get to meet each and everyone of my friends. friends that i haven't met for very long, friends that we used to be very close. sighhhh...

after cny would be fesni dy! so many things coming up. duet, choir, band. and in between events of fesni we'll have our superb cny celebration in ktt! after fesni will be feskott. and then pre AS, and then AS. woah really feel that time flies. by that time all the seniors would be back again for their KI. and after we finish our AS they will leave again, and now together with the one year's students. and with no juniors coming in, ktt will be super dead. -.-

and i got my results posted to my house. luckily i didn't screw my finals last time haha. surprisingly my class teacher gave quite good comments to me. despite me ignoring her, not paying attention, playing with phone, sleeping in the class, she commented that i perform well in class, and was very attentive! bwaahahaha so kind of her x)

something happened in my family yesterday that broke everyone's heart, especially dad and mom and grandma's. dad told me a lot of things that is very serious, that made me think a lot, and made me tear, and that i wish i could ignore but i couldn't. i don't like that. =/

i don't know why, same things happen again, for no reason. if it would turn out this way, i'd rather it never happened at all at the first place. you are so annoying! -.-

going back to ktt again tomorrow! oh my cny D: so fast, like it hasn't started, it is already the end. aikss

IW

2011-12-20T01:35:00.001+08:00

so i survived the 3 days in this camp. awesome!! xD

did a lot of things which i don't expect myself to be doing it anytime there. sleeping in just 2 pieces of fly sheets with 8 other team mates, cooking out there for ourselves, jungle trekking for 8 hours plus, impossible tasks with awesome team mates, not bathing and being in the same clothes for more than 30 hours, then bathing in freezing cold river with guys at the side. woah it really wasn't easy...

bravo, my team. once when i knew that i had to separate from my friends, i wasn't really happy. meeting team mates from everywhere and knowing that i have to spend the rest of the time in the camp with them was really tough at first. but everyone was friendly enough, thank god.

our watches, handphones were kept away by the coordinators. so we basically don't know how long and what time when we're doing something throughout the whole camp. played some games in rakan muda clubhouse, then moved to camp site, which i don't know where it is, in the midnight. and we still had to set up the so-called camp in place full of branches sticking out. slept in the sleeping bag, attacked by sandflies and whatever bugs and insects, which made my night terrible. didn't get to sleep at all. gahh!

the second day was kinda long, but fun. morning we had some station games, and afternoon we started trekking. the long long journey with super lots of muds and super steep slopes and rocks, and rain worsening the condition! at night we had campfire. that night, all of us just ignored whatever insects there were, and slept like pig until the next morning. i didn't even hear the morning call!

was waken up by others in the midnight to have midnight game. it was a bit tough, and we were blindfolded. stood there for quite long that i was actually feeding all those bugs over there! feeling damn itchy now all over my hands, legs, body and face! had another station game in the afternoon, after which we packed our things and had group photo. not to brag, i seriously think that my group is one of the best group! haha. having to leave, we were feeling superrrrr hyperrrrr happy to be able to go out of the jungle finally, but at the same time not willing to part from awesome group mates. aihhh it has to be like this every time.

we are not supposed to tell anyone about our experience, and let those who wanna know to go and try it themselves. so hopefully no one sees this haha. to rocky if you're still freaking reading my blog, thanks for introducing this awesome camp! and now click close please -.-

a lot of things will be going on this week. cf carolling, cces celebration of dong zhi, cf christmas celebration, and i'm going back to kuantan for christmas break! gonna have to go for injection, go shopping. woohooo xD

2011-12-15T02:11:00.000+08:00

i'm waiting. but at the same time i'm telling myself not to wait for it. i'm thinking of it, but at the same time i'm asking myself not to think of it. i'm sometimes angry, but at the same time i'm telling myself there's nothing to be angry about. i'm hoping for something, but at the same time i'm stopping myself from dreaming of something that's impossible. HOW AM I SO CONTRADICTING.

back in college. life is still the same. but it is of course more relax, since exam is over. but the next exam is not far from now anyways. start to have more activities going on. just feel like sweating more nowadays. sweating makes me feel happier. haven't got back any of our papers yet. lecturers are telling us that second semester is gonna be tough. omg i feel that first sem is not really easy, now you're telling me that second sem is even tougher, and even worse in third. don't even dare to imagine it =x

started our preparations for chinese new year. before that we'll have dong zhi celebration, and the family day, which no family members of ours will attend -.- it's gonna be a busy month. oh ya christmas celebration too. there'll be carolling! haha. can't wait till they come to our house. xD

had renovation for our apartment, and it feels like new home now! :D

BS invited a speaker today, who was really good. had a fun time. thought that i'd fall asleep since we were told that it is a talk, but surprisingly all of us find it very interesting and beneficial.

don't know what i want. don't know what you're trying to do either. -.- and this is really bothering me. damn.

2011-12-11T12:18:00.001+08:00

waaaaaaaa. here comes the end of my one-week sem break. feels like i haven't started enjoying myself yet! -.-

this holiday, hmmm, begin with despair. as almost each and everyone of screw every single paper in our finals. can't imagine how our results will turn out to be. *no eye see*

so kuantan. reaching home with a bit of shock, finding out extra pairs of shoes in front of the gate. my relatives are here. the 'sampat' gang i would call them. super noisy with my sisters all day. didn't get to travel everywhere due to the heavy rain in kuantan. didn't get to meet most of the friends cause they are not in kuantan. didn't this didn't that. aishhhh! but. being back home is already the best thing, so i'm still very happy being home.

so there's this thing. part time job. which i found out a lot of my friends are doing this. they call it 'part time job', 'earning' money to help with family's burden. i find this thing kinda irritating me, cause for me it is called cheating. with no business going on, how do you call that a job? the only money income is from others' admission fees. who will then earn back their fees by recruiting more people, and the chain goes on like this. this is playing with money game. you earn by cheating more people into the pyramid, which is gonna tumble anytime. easy huh earn fast money. there's no free lunch in this world. what you earn, or i should say cheat from others, you're gonna pay back one day. in the form of money or other form, who knows. to my friends who are involved in this, sincerely hoping that you guys will stop this, if you still have the conscience. but if you think this is worth it, making use of your friends and your network, carry on. i won't interrupt, but the image of you in my heart will never be the same anymore.

gonna participate in a camp called Introduction Weekend. totally have no idea what is this camp and how it would be. for now all i can do is just prepare all the stuff and prepare myself mentally and physically.

gonna take 9am bus back to seremban tomorrow! don't feeling like going back to ktt at all! damnnnnnnnn one week holiday is seriously too short! and i have to go back on my own this time. haven't seen, haven't been to seremban before. no idea where is the ktm station, what way or whatever. tomorrow is my adventure day! wish me best of luck please. =/

2011-11-27T16:25:00.001+08:00

it's been a long time.

exam is on next week! awesome! -.- have been living super lifeless life these 2 weeks. i guess i'm not the type who can study consistently continuously for more than 2 weeks. i'll die. and yeah, i'm dying now. feeling super tired, mentally and physically. it's sunday. tomorrow's public holiday, and then there comes the day we've been preparing for. i don't know whether i'm prepared for it already or not. but i feel like giving up already. have been sleeping late and waking up late. what kind of a life i don't know. my biological clock is officially off its routine. and having to write essay for IW has been bothering me these few days. so ma fan. going for a camp, but feels like applying for a scholarship. -.-

haven't been eating rice for quite some time. first it's because of exam. you know, don't feel like going out. second it's because of my pathetic money crisis. didn't expect myself to spend that much this month, so didn't think of withdrawing money. MANA TAHU. seniors finished their A2, and leaving soon. so they're clearing up every single stuff they have. this is the time where we collect all the 'booked' stuff from seniors. so we got our washing machine. hell yeah! i paid for that first, which drained my purse of 150 bucks. borrowed someone 50 bucks. and i was still in debt. dang! i had 3 bucks to live for 2 weeks. imagine that! -.-

luckily got to go inti that day and withdrawed some money. talking about that, it was the christmas celebration, collaboration of ktt with inti college and nilai college. took part in the choir, and it was nice! we sounded awesome. although i still think sabs choir is much better =P met up puiyi again in her college :) superrrrr long time never see her, still as cute. haha.

as mentioned above, seniors finished A2! and one-year programme friends finished their AS! omg time really flies. soon our finals will be over, and it'll be time for kuantan again! wheeeeee can't wait. basically this is the only thing that's motivating me from carrying on, so that kuantan is nearer to me again. :)

it was a good day :) 0413.2611.2011

blink!

2011-10-31T02:13:00.002+08:00

this is a very not-so-pleasant wake up call, but an awakening one. i'm glad i have it.

i've been in a dream. i thought too much. i thought that it was it. i fell into the dream. i couldn't pull myself out of it. till i saw it. i woke. but i let myself fall asleep again. the dream was too real. and i saw another this. this time, i'm really awake. i'm now very determined not to let myself fall into that dream again. so dream please go away, don't interrupt my regular life once again. go dream your own dream. go get a life, let me have one too thank you

what's that dream? i've decided to forget about it, and i will =)

just came back from ipoh trip. had a very enjoyable time with the gang of stupid college friends, where we did super lots of stupid things together. it surely is a memorable event that we shall recall next time, when we would laugh our ass off together at our ridiculous actions.

had a lot of nice foods too. ate ipoh nga choi gai, pizza, desserts, steamboat buffet, roasted chicken, pork, duck, the original white coffee etc. went to the lost world of tambun where chelsea and i got really lost there. imagine 2 blind people walking around looking for others. -.- played some children's game where we got chased by the guard =P had this pillow talk at night, where all of us preferred living room's floor over some comfortable beds. and those crazy moments in the condo. i'm so gonna miss it. next trip? melaka! =D

volunteered myself in a medical camp recently, in pandan jaya. it was a health screening session for pandan jaya , kl residents. how did i get myself involved in this kind of activity? thanks to my seniors chen haw. went there with 2 more classmates, and learned to perform basic VA eye check. chen haw is raising fund for his raleigh expedition, but he's having his A2 examination now. so i'm basically his secretary for managing his fb page and his blog for this fundraising thing. here's the post that i've written for the blog about the eye-check experience. =) and now i've to prepare a freaking proposal and letter for his fundraising project. i'm only helping because it's for a good purpose. if not i'm really lazy to help him to do these things. -.-

oh ya, i joined cf's choir. not because i'm interested in converting into a christian, neither because of the grand christmas celebration. it's because it is choir! =D although it is not as awesome as sabs' choir, but it really did some job. =) and it's full of talented people. imagine it! omg :O

i'm starting to feel that i'll miss ktt a lot a lot when it's time for me to leave. i mean superrrrrrrrrrr lot when i say a lot. it's a small place with great people and strong bond link between each other =)

2011-10-21T00:35:00.002+08:00

i don't like these days.

i feel depressed whenever it comes to the end of a week. it's weekend man. i'm supposed to feel happy. but when i see people start going back home, and i'm still stuck in ktt, my homesick is getting worse. i know very well that there are more people who haven't got back to their hometown for very long, longer than i did. some never even went back. so i have this feeling that i don't deserve to feel so emo when they don't. which made me feel even worse. i don't know.

deepavali is coming. other classes all have their classes replaced or cancelled for the whole week. some even went back today, and they're coming back like, 1 week later. i have freaking full day class on monday and tuesday. thursday's 2 hours of maths is still pending to be cancelled. since i'm going to ipoh with classmates on friday, i don't think going back kuantan in between that few days is ideal. but i'll be all alone in apartment. seriously. now even neighbours from sabah are going back. i don't know how will i survive. help me please god.

i don't like having homesick.

and the feeling of waiting for something which you don't know when it'll happen, or is it even gonna happen. it sucks. you suck.

people are going to have their AS and A2 examination. i'm still drifting somewhere, trying to hook on something. i feel like a failure. there are too much of distractions. i need to focus on my studies seriously.

and now i got this freaking health crisis to worry about. ihavehighcholesterol. laugh at me please. i don't know, but this is the results i got from the health screening from nalanda. now i have to take really good care of my diet.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i don't know ktt can bring so much worries to me.

2011-10-07T01:01:00.002+08:00

i had been emo for the past few days. for a couple of reasons.

first, i couldn't go back to kuantan. i am not really homesick, but you know, that kind of feeling, when you know you have the chance to go back, but you cannot! luijieng is going back on thurs, which is today. but i'm still having class tomorrow, so i'd have to skip classes if i follow her. i've asked my dad, and he said better not to skip. so here i am, still stuck in ktt, emo-ing, not able to go back to my sweet home for 3 freaking hours of classes. lecturer better do something useful tomorrow or else i'm gonna vomit blood. -.-

second, my maths lecturer is leaving us. next week will be the last week of she being in ktt. although i don't really like her personally, but i admit she's quite a good lecturer lah. when you wanna compare her with other useless lecturers in ktt. and she had this gathering for all 3 classes, asked us to close our eyes, and she started talking about those stuffs. you know. she apologised, and said a lot, who made many of us teared.

third, i had headache after the session. probably because of having to tilt my head down for more than half an hour, and all those crying. came back and celebrated neighbour's birthday. but still having headache, and i suddenly remembered about something mom asked me to do, which i had to send to her that night, and i forgot to do! rushed back to apartment to finish it with the headache bothering me. made me even more emo. and i couldn't find a resit which i was supposed to use it to claim money. damn it.

fourth. THIS REALLY PISSED ME OFF A LOT. just when i was still emo-ing, i received a call from classmate, asking whether i got maths notes from class rep or not. it was 12.30pm+. since i didn't get, he said he'll pass by my tangga, ask me to go and get from him. after i went down, i didn't see anyone, and i got halau up by the guard cause it was already curfew hours. so i sms-ed him, asking him to tell me when he reached so that i can go meet him. he replied "what are you talking wor? i'm sleeping ler." wtf. i walked down 4 floors just for his prank. i returned to my apartment empty handed, not saying anything. i was super emo and pissed off that time. tears are almost flowing out. just that moment, yonglin called. spilled everything to her. felt much better after that, but still in emo state. chatted with another friend on fb after yonglin's call too, making me feel much better. the next day i didn't say a word to that guy. seriously i think that was too much. his house was playing truth or dare, but i was the victim. felt like slapping them. -.-

have been thinking a lot recently. about something. haven't come to a conclusion yet. will let time explain everything =) i'm waiting.

healthy lifestyle

2011-09-30T11:57:00.003+08:00

that's what i've been living in ktt. no tv, no drama, less movie. i wouldn't say no movie cause we do go out for movies sometimes xD

monday is my busiest day as i have 9 freaking hours of classes. i've tried asking all around, no classes have such long study hour like ours. the max is 8 hours. i dont' know why =/

tuesday, captain ball!

wednesday and thursday, frisbee!

friday went up bukit tangki again. ya we love bukit tangki haha. managed to witness the best sunrise of all days i went up, and took some nice shoots. =) badminton after coming down. woah! i've never done so much sports in one week before.

this is what happens when i come to ktt. i feel that i'm getting more and more healthier. no entertainment, no tv, no radio, no songs. that's our only choice actually lol. but i kinda enjoy it haha.

wanted to go back to kuantan last week, but didn't plan properly, so failed. this week didn't go back cause went to the dark cave beside batu caves for caving, and farewell party for cces seniors on sunday night. so i'm putting high hopes on next week, but just been told that classes will resume like usual next week, no more cancelling of classes since all the pre-AS and pre-A2 are over. feeling very emo now for not having a chance to go back D:

oh ya. i have something to complain here, as i think no one in ktt knows the existence of my blog. so there's this 'she'. she borrowed my computer and broadband cause she didn't bring hers that week. i agreed, assuming that she knows how to take care of my things and also not exceeding my broadband quota. after class when i checked my quota, 800mb freaking gone. hello i'm only subscribed to 1.5gb plan, and this is more than half of it already! D: she say she loaded one video only. she checked a lot of mails. i'm not dumb. i checked my history, i saw my laptop visited youtube, watched a video of 40+ min length, and a second video of the same length, not sure whether she watched it or not. THANKS TO HER NOW I HAVE TO USE THE REDUCED SPEED FOR 2 FREAKING WEEKS, just because SHE finished my quota, not me myself. she said she's gonna lend me hers the following week. but she didn't. GAH forget it. =x

talking about dark cave beside batu caves, went there this saturday under raleigh's activity. it was awesome! the rm45 that we paid is super worth it man. learned a lot about caves, and of course the adventure part is the most exciting part. we had to crawl through a super small passage in the cave, where we'd dirty our clothes and everything. then climbed up and down the rocks, going into the mud... super exhausted when we got out, but felt so proud that we managed to complete all the task! :D only thing was we had hard time washing our dirty clothes, shoes, socks, bag... =/ and i got A LOT of bruises and wounds on my legs. people told me that i look like an abused victim -.-

had a nap this afternoon, woke up at 5.10pm when i was supposed to have class at 5pm. smart me :)

OH YA OUR APARTMENT FREAKING HAS A FRIDGE NOW! :D next will be cooker! xD

i miss kuantan very much. i miss home. *in a state of emo* :(

♥

2011-09-19T18:51:00.006+08:00

it is a big happening to many people. to me as well, not an ordinary one.

TrinityGuildhall Diploma Conferment Ceremony 2011

people might not know how much this means to me. i failed my ATCL. i almost gave up on piano. i didn't touch piano for some time. that was the darkest moment in my music life.

after SPM mom wanted me to continue my journey with LTCL. i accepted the challenge, trying to recap all those that i've learned. switched to khoo academy due to some reason. went there for almost every morning to practise for 4 hours plus that few months, have been through so many moments with the grand piano in the orchestra hall. cleaning, sleeping, playing, eating, rehearsing, that i think i built some kind of relationship with it. and it helped me on the exam day. i feel much more comfortable playing on a piano that i faced everyday. =)

from february to june. that's when i found myself another place where i feel belonged. at first i feel awkward to go there and to meet people i know there. i don't know why lol. but eventually i got used to KA, and i actually miss it now. in that 5 months, a lot had happened. including the musicthon of course! xD

so that friday, malaysia day, was the day i received the honour. reached there, got my robe. i feel proud on my robe. everyone's face was filled with happiness and laughters. proceed to photography session, rehearsal of the procession and then the real ceremony. witnessed the superb performances by soprano, piano, violin, song with dance tap, and chamber music by FTCL holders. they gained the respect from everyone by their talented and flawless performance. felt like giving them a standing ovation

after everything it was the group photo session with all KA diploma holders with Mr. Khoo. seriously i wanna say a word of appreciation to him. without him i'd have wasted my 5 months, and i would not have achieved anything in my piano journey. i'd not have the courage to skip my ATCL after failing it. i'd probably stop at grade 8, and that's all, with not much love and passion in it. he taught me a lot, not just in playing the piano. and he helped me a lot. without him, without mom's encouragement, i wouldn't be able to achieve something which is so wonderful and significant in my life. i don't know what LTCL stands for in my music journey, whether a start or a fullstop. but if it is a fullstop, it is definitely a beautiful one. :)

i'm proud of being an LTCL diploma holder graduating from KA! ;D

september!

2011-09-10T03:20:00.000+08:00

i'm too lazy to blog nowadays =P

ktt is fine. super fine. good in fact. can't believe that i'm actually saying this lol. but still i miss home. went back during raya break, and the one-week long break feels like a three-day break for me. -.-but still i spent my time with family and buddies, and of course the 'gang' lol. went to awana kijal. played some crazy games which cause me to have muscle ache all over the body next day, and watched '3 idiots' for the second time. had the best snake and ladder game there. xD i miss people in kuantan! i thought i never got tanned because i applied quite a lot of sunblock, but then, people started telling me that i'm tanned when i got back to ktt. -.- didn't get to meet all of them because holiday was too short, and some didn't come back to kuantan =(

so talking about life before the break. we had the freaking mid-sem exam. the best part of the exam is, all of us knew that all the questions are coming out from the past year papers. so what we did was tried our super very best to finish the past year papers. of course i didn't manage to cause i started doing it on the last week -.- the exam hall was free sitting, so we can go to whichever hall and seat wherever we want. one hour per day for one subject, and the whole week our apartment looked like rubbish. books, storage boxes, snacks wrappers, stationery all over the floor. and we got crazy and did some crazy things such as screaming out loud with celine dion's song when we got so stressed lol. thank god it's over now =D

since seniors are going to face their A2 soon, they have passed down everything about the club to juniors. i am fortunately and unfortunately chosen as the secretary of cces (bc club). here comes all the paper works -.- but according to them in ktt, reports are written for fun and you're the only one who will read it. so! haha i don't care! xD

oh ya before the break my laptop broke down! D= it was 1 week before exam. plus exam week and the week after exam, 3 freaking weeks without computer in ktt! imagine that! it was still okay for the first 2 weeks cause everyone was busy studying. BUT THE LAST WEEK -.- brought back to kuantan to repair it, and the guy took like 10 minutes to fix the problem that makes my laptop dead for 3 weeks. so great -.-

so many happenings nowadays. buddhist society had this potluck on monday. ate as if i'm eating buffet =D everyone kept telling me i was eating all the time muahahaha. xD cces is going to organise this mooncake festival celebration on next tues. hope that everything goes well that day! can't wait for it! xD ktt is having a 'mega raya' thing on next thurs, guess there'll be no classes that day. and fri is the malaysia day! which means we can go back on wednesday night! awesome! xD see! i'm so not in study mood right now. i never study for this whole week. and i slept in almost all my science classes =.=

have been very active in sports for this week. captain ball on tues, frisbee everyday. gonna keep fit since i have been eating a lot since i got into ktt. i don't know why =/ maybe it's because we have no entertainment here, and the only joy is to eat. -.-

and i have good and crazy roommate, housemate and neighbours. we always gather in one apartment and start talking nonsense, but i think it helps curing homesick because we know there's always someone for us out there. =) but i don't know why, i'm labelled as noisy and crazy already -.- not really a good label, but fine. it's better than those negative labels right xD

i shall say i love ktt. whether it's true or not, i have to be. so, ktt, less than three! xD

2011-07-31T14:54:00.002+08:00

just when i praised ktt a little in previous post, something just happened -.-

it was raining heavily this morning. and suddenly christine, my housemate, and i heard something from the ceiling, like water dripping on it. and after a while, there. the ceiling is leaking! -.- and one more thing when it's raining, our phone cannot get signals. all company, maxis celcom digi. it's the same. this happened last week where whole ktt didn't get to contact anyone through phone for freaking one whole day. and my broadband cannot connect too. ishhhh. we lost contact with the world outside completely. i feel like i'm living in a cave -.-

weekends in ktt is so dead. everyone has gone home. those who stay don't come out of their apartment i don't know why. and many went for outings. you can only see few of us walking around. aiihh. i'm gonna make myself more bek cek by studying all the time.

one month! =D

2011-07-30T23:39:00.002+08:00

time really flies right. it's been one whole month since i got here. imagine that! i survive ktt for one month! =D

so after this one whole month, i found out that ktt is actually not that bad. seriously. other than its lecturers and some lousy facilities, it's actually quite enjoyable here. of course it's very stressful here, especially when you found out that others keep on studying all the time, and they are actually very very good, while you're wasting your time, like what i did. forget that part. hmmm

so there's this club called cces. it's actually bc club lah, i'm not quite sure what it stands for. chinese cultural somthing society i suppose. all the members were divided into 3 groups in one of the weekly sessions, and each group had to take charge of one week's activity. out group was the second, and we did drama. practises were tiring but fun, sometimes wasting time too lol. but we managed to carry out the activity well with those games, drama and the quiz! had great teammates =D

and there's this another club called bs. buddhist society. the number of members in this club is a bit pathetic. sometimes, erm most of the time. the number of seniors and volunteers (that's us the juniors) will be more than attendant. when we first took charge of organising the weekly session and only a few turned up, it's a bit disappointing. but now we're working hard to attract more members! =D there was a boot camp which was held in nalanda, and i missed it cause i came back to kuantan. it was a lost. aihh. but nevermind there are more activites coming up =)

this thursday there was a charity night held by Indian Cultural Society. 13 of us represented cces to perform a dance for the charity night. haha me dancing. i couldn't imagine that too. had practice that whole week like crazy, but we really had fun. ngek ngek. and due to this charity night and convo on the same week, most of our classes were cancelled. i feel like we're in the holiday mannnnn. and now i don't feel like studying anymore! and exam is 2 weeks away from now! omg!

stayed up till late night everyday like during orientation, until 1-2am in the midnight, and so. friday. we planned to go hiking again to see sunrise. went on thursday with super senior victor, and other senior and group members, but didn't get to see the sunrise. so thurs night after the charity night, i slept at 3am and i woke up at 5.30am. and it was raining -.- so hiking plan called off. did some homework that i didn't do for the whole week and went back to sleep. my class was supposed to start at 9am that day. and guess what! i woke up at 9am omggggggggg luckily i'm staying above my classroom. rushed like hell and went down to classroom, luckily lecturer wasn't there yet! and luckily i met my classmate halfway, if not i'd have gone to the wrong classroom. and i slept through the whole class from 9-10am. and class from 10-12pm was cancelled! thank god. so i decided to go back to my apartment and continue sleeping lol. so this is another advantage of staying in ktt, the 2 rows of shop where your classroom is just beneath you. wakaka

have been spending a lot. i seriously need to jot down my expenditure already. aihhh =/

went back to kuantan that weekend to take part in the musicthon. woohoo it was fun! sadly i didn't get to stay up all night in megamall cause mom says the next day i had to come back to ktt. so i'd better get some sleep. ishhh. but still i stayed up till 5am that night. by the time we went back it was already around 2am. and i packed my luggage, then did maths sambil online. hehe.

going to famine 30 camp next weekend. luckily exam was postponed, so all of us could go to stadium bukit jalil for countdown and join the camp there! if not we would have our camp in ktt... how sad it is right! omg i can't wait! haha. i'm gonna starve myself for 30 hours =O that's really insane haha.

ktt is not bad afterall. but i'd still be complaining all the time. hahah. that's human right! never be satisfied =P looking forward to next balik kampung trip - raya! =D

days

2011-07-14T16:17:00.004+08:00

i felt very happy yesterday.

i got a call from mr.khoo, saying that my results is out. i was at minimart that time, buying stuff. then my heart started pounding really fast. he asked me to be prepared mentally. i was like omfg i'm gonna fail again. then, he told me i was 10 marks away.... from distinction lahhh. I PASSED! woohoo! and he told me my slot for the musicthon has been changed to 11-1am. but i still have to stay from 1-7am. -.- but who cares! i'm going back to kuantan mahh! haha

at night, during buddhist society activity, me and luijieng accidentally became the volunteer -.- and volunteer signifies that you're gonna be part of the committee. i really didn't have the intention to be one lah. but since i'm in it, so yeah. but there's this camp on 23rd that we couldn't attend cause we're going back to kuantan. so. i don't know. hmmm. had roti telur at 11.45pm at night =O gonna gain weight soon. =x

but today, someone destroyed my happy mood from yesterday.

during maths class, there's a question which i don' understand, so i decided to bu shi xia wen, ask the lecturer. she explained, but still i don't understand. i think the other way mah. so i told her my opinion. then there she goes. she refused to explain anymore. she said i'm asking questions out of the box. and asked me to do whatever way i like. i was like wth? isn't a teacher, or a lecturer in this case, supposed to guide their students? i asked her because i trusted her that she could help me. at the end she scolded me for not understanding her way. HELLO IF I UNDERSTAND I WOULDN'T HAVE ASKED YOU OKAY. before class ended i purposely went to apologise to her. i was being very nice to her because i don't wanna feel awkward in the coming lessons. i even said that i'm stupid, so it takes more time for me to understand. and i asked just because i wanted to understand it. guess what she said? "you are not stupid. it's just that you refused to accept my way." WTF i swear i would never ask her any questions again. even if i had to squeeze my brain and think for 2-3 hours for a questions, i would still never gonna refer to her anymore. this is so disappointing man. i just needed you to explain it to me, and that is part of your responsibility right? but how can you blame me for not accepting your way since i really could not understand it? and refused to teach me? omg this is terrible.

i have only 3 hours of classes to attend to day. and i'm going to nilai to eat pork for my dinner tonight! pork will help me to forget those unhappy moments. woohoo pork here i come! xD

Kolej Teknologi Timur

2011-07-10T01:36:00.002+08:00

time flies, really

so fast, it is already the second week i've been there. everything was still fine.

first day.

i reached there at 10am. as expected, the college is small. and isolated. lost our way and had to asked people for directions -.- registration was super slow and caused the rest of the programme in the schedule to be delayed. got my apartment key, and when i went up there, i got no bed. =____= someone went into the wrong apartment apparently, and occupied my place. luckily she left after that, and leaving behind the bed which was quite nice for me =D the rest was briefing and briefing. parents helped us to clean our apartment and unpack our things haha. my parents brought me to nilai to have dinner, and we didn't have quite much time. rushed like hell because i still need to change, and bring their freaking blue bag as asked. and at last i left my bag in the car. it was brought back to kuantan together with my charger and other stuffs -.- that day, orientation ends at 12.30am due to the ice-breaking session. i guess our ice was too big to be melted.

second day.

the day started at 8am. i had to wake up myself. we had some group activities, which were to break the ice too. breaks in between activities were not meant to let us have a break, because we had to rush here and there, go from one staffroom to another staffroom to get signatures from lecturers. -.- we had to get 40 of them and from all the MPPs. ktt is not big, but it is very tiring when you have to rush up and down here and there. and some of the MPPs are so bad. they asked us to find out about their info such as shoe size, hometown, class etc. according to others, my faci's signature was the easiest to get. he would sign without any condition. BUT he asked me and another 2 of our group members to flirt with another faci! ishhhhhhh. we thought we could rest during solat session, but they had another activity for us non-muslims. MARA scholars joined us that day too. we started to know each other more. ice-breaking sessions were working =D the day ended at 12am. thank god it's earlier.

third day

briefings and briefingssssss. about the facilities in ktt, safety precautions, studying skill, do's and don'ts... almost fell asleep in every briefing. -.- only until 5.30pm, briefings came to an end, and we had telematch! no it's not that exciting because it only involved 5 person per game. and basically it was the same person who kept playing. -.- i wonder why they don't organise telematch that would involve everyone. so actually what we did, for those who didn't take part in playing, was shouting and cheering all the time -.- at night, we had our performance training again. our group was doing choral speaking. so we had to write our script, arrange our actions and synchronise with each other within that short time. it's hard okay. and so, our day ended at 2am. we were all super exhausted =/

fourth day

briefings AGAIN. it's about the subjects we're gonna take this time. i saw almost all were dozing off. every group practised till late night, that's why. treasure hunt in the evening, it was the same too. only 10 people in a group were needed. so lame. so others carried on our performance training again. really disappointing lah about the games. we didn't managed to take part in any of the games. ish. and this night! because it was the last night we were gonna spend our time together with the group members, the faci-faci started to say those words. omg so sad. to be honest actually our faci were very good to us. they tried to help us in anyway they could, because they were in our shoes too. they understand how we feel and how sesat we were. and they told about they experience and everything to help us adapt ourselves. and it was the last night we could practise for our performance, we really stayed up till really late. not our group, but every group! it was around 3am, and the whole school were still awake. imagine that. everyone was still hyper lol. rehearsed our performance in the dewan, and went back to classroom to have a sharing session with facilitators. at last, we were released at 3.50am =O D= =x =/ @.@ facilitators who had class at 8am next morning stayed up that late with us too. i respect them for their commitment seriously.

fifth day - last day of orientation! =D

finally. we had our last training in the morning, and our preparation. don't you think it was just a mere performance, we had our costumes okay. and some ribbons to make it look better. and finally it was the closing ceremony. every team looked great. no one despised the closing ceremony althought it was only in ktt. and almost all the performance were great really. especially some dance, drama and another team of choral speaking. woah everyone really gave their best shot. and sadly my team didn't win any of the awards. but nevermind, because we already said that we wanna have fun, not to win, before this. and we did have fun! =D friday night was the first ever time in ktt that we were free. omg suddenly i feel so lost lol.

overall, orientation week was awesome but really tiring. seniors tried their very hard to make us feel belong, and they did it lah. we had some society too such as CCES (bc club), BS (buddhist society), Christian fellowship, BOSS (sabah sarawak) and ICS (indian). and at last they didn't count the signatures -.- we got all of them for nothing. they say it was for us to know our lecturers, but sorry lah i cannot recognise their faces even after 1 min i asked for their signatures -.-

second week,

classed started, but, hmm. i still don't have a bio lecturer until now. they say our lecturer reported herself that fri, and quitted next monday. 2 relief bio lecturers came in for other periods, for introductions only. no one was willing to start teaching -.- physics lecturer used the first 2 periods for introduction, and the rest 4 were cancelled on wed and fri. my maths lecturer is 25 years old only, but surprisingly she's the best lecturer out of all my other lecturers. we had to spend a lot to buy original textbooks. -.- and past year questions, ref books, photostated textbooks etc. i'm so gonna get a book shelf. AND NO INTERNET OMFG. library wifi is so super hard to be connected. gonna get a broadband! food was limited. boring. spicy. omg. speechless. roommate is awesome. housemates are good except for one who was kinda quiet. neighbours are crazy. i think i'm starting to adapt myself to ktt already.

hope for a better tomorrow! i'm going back there tomorrow =.=

2011-06-14T19:31:00.002+08:00

now everyone left. ='(

pt and mok got matrics! congrats and all the best lur. but never expected that they have to leave so soon! just 2 days of notice and byebye. aihh.

looi's leaving for msu, elaine's leaving for catholic school, chouwuyong's leaving for limkokwing, and i'm leaving too. soon everybody will be gone. aihh. please be back always okay.

so much things to do recently. supposed to have my medical check-up's report by yesterday. so i went today. and everything should have been done since i went one day later right. but you know how they work. and now i'm just feel like punching those people in their face. something's missing this and that. ended up i wasted my whole afternoon there, having to do again my physical test and rushed to GH for blood test results, which should be done by them. and i still got no report now. the doctor refuse to see me because office hour was over. DAMN YOU. =x

but still everyday is so boring despite all the hustle. okay. stop my complainings, i got my new phone. teehee x) and once again, i got the same phone as my sis at the same time. last time it was the same too. haha. younger sis and bro are so jealous =P laptop next! xD

i need to wear freaking formal to classes in my college. aihh. 1 and a half year. here i come.

2011-06-01T21:48:00.003+08:00

hmm. i'm leaving on 26th june. -.-

i'm going to this Kolej Teknologi Timur in Sepang. well. i've asked many people enough to know that this kolej is nowhere to be known and heard of. and checked on google map as well. it's near the border line of selangor and negeri sembilan. so i guess it's in outskirt of town that i could hardly find any entertainment there. and it's really far from others' place like subang or kl or whatever. oh my. it looks like i really have to spend my 1 and a half year studying hard over there. and then to india. oh lol. they'd better not sent me to an ulu part of india owwhhhhhhhhh

so this is the time i've been busy preparing myself for this and that. need to go shopping some time then. have gone for medical check up too. had to take the blood test, so there goes a syringe of my blood. had bruise on my arm where the needle was poked in. owh. had x-ray in the hospital which kinda freaked me out before that. but it felt like nothing afterall. -.-

JPA scholarship has been a hot topic recently. it's a big mess this year. seriously it really lalallaa. you know i can't say anything bad about them now cause i am their hamba already. and am gonna be one for the rest 7 years of my study life and 10 years of working life. 17 years altogether. so. i love malaysia. congrats to those who got the offer. and for those who got courses that are not as that in favor. and for those who are still appealing all the best lur. for elaine and pt and others who stay for f6, gambateh! you guys can do it!

it's holiday! all my relatives came! and my house is like a zoo! as always -.- kids with age ranging from 1 to 20 running all over the house. okay is the 20 even considered as a kid? lol. so we made bak zang, cooked bak zang, eat bak zang, and of course give away some too. went to gambang water part once again. now it's all different cause i'm playing with a bunch of kids this time. the crowd was so terrible. met huey yen there. and played some kids games which i didn't get to play last time too! xD

glee season 2 has ended. finished my princess too. saving up some drama to be watched next time, so now i'm watching a super old drama on youtube. lolololol.

and something has reached an end too finally. looi! *wink wink*! bwahaha. i'm gonna miss that someplace lol

2011-05-20T00:04:00.001+08:00

i love my friends. and i'm gonna continue loving them wherever i am, whenever it is or whatever happens. ♥

2011-05-12T21:54:00.000+08:00

so there comes this time.

the long holiday after spm for us is finally over. and now it's time everyone went for studies, everywhere, separated. sigh.

so there is this bunch of monkeys that i have spent my secondary life together.and imagine all the crazy stuffs we have done together.

the bunch of monkeys, ponteng school together, went for tuitions together. we had group studies together, went for library together, after which we'll go for a yumchar session for sure. xD and of course we took our results together. i think our group study was really a success =D

we gossip about the goods and bads of others and crap a lot of course. talk about past, present and future, family friends school people strangers. basically everything. criticise and laugh at each other. but we barely praise each other though. how strange. xD

we celebrate birthdays for each others. buy presents, of course it's shared among all of us. haha. we sing birthday songs. make cards, take photos, record videos.

never miss the yumchar part for sure. teatime oldtown jr saffron santai islandtwo tc stationone. where else? lol. lost our image when we laughed so loud and played so hard.

gambang water park and a totally unforgettable memory of being stuck inside there. ==

watched basketball game and had our really nice burger.

karaoke. shopping, lepak, shout at a stranger and pretend that we didn't do that. x)

group chat until we're so tired. sketch. badminton.

drive each others' car. not mine for sure x) mom just won't let me drive out alone. ishh.

oh ya went for interview together too. haha.

watched so many movies that i can't even tell how many actually. and we don't even know which movie to watch because we have almost watched them all. zzzz. almost spent my whole month of salary for these few months.

of course i worked too in this holiday. with 2 of those monkeys. haha. met another whole bunch of little cute monkeys. xD

okay. what else we have not done? i know. genting trip. hahah we never can plan things nicely.

damn i'm gonna miss this life so much.

2011-05-07T18:09:00.002+08:00

woah.

i got matrics. and i don't know whether it's good or not. well, i personally think form 6 is better, but many have been scolding me for not choosing matrics, including my parents of course. so now, i'm going for matrics, despite all the reasons i gave and my piano teacher told me, which i couldn't agree more. hmmm. i don't know it's right or wrong. but i'll just place a bet. if i lose, i'd find a millionare and marry him. damn it.

so except for me, almost everyone. no, it's EVERYONE but me got an offer for form 6. damn. i can imagine how i'll be rotting at home on monday, while everyone will be starting to begin, or already started their school life again, in form 6 or in colleges. arrrrrr. i'm so gonna sneak in there! tell me how!

have been going out a lot recently. and spent lots of money =x not despo for catching up with you guys before i go matrics larrrrr bad pt! haha. but seriously ='( come join pilah gang please. xD

yishincheong is back home! for 2 months! and she came back with dramas and movies! haha.

2011-04-27T01:27:00.000+08:00

i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know.

i feel like shit.

2011-04-24T13:55:00.002+08:00

i don't know. so much happened, like nothing really happened. lol

i'm preparing myself for form 6 now. since i don't know whether there's a scholarship out there waiting for me or not. bank negara just won't update about the scholarship status. and i just seem to have failed others all. hmm.

talking about scholarship, that day! a lady called me when i was about to have a nap in the afternoon. she said she was from yayasan pahang, and told me about the what biasiswa kecemerlangan menteri besar. the deadline was over, but very few applied, so she was offering to send the form to me and let me hand it up by next wednesday. it put me on cloud nine, just before she called me once again. and asked about my and parents' birth place. and there it comes. a NO for me. ='((( so disappointing.

went back to school yesterday for st.john LADAP. err it's a training course for teachers. so we became teachers of teachers. ahhahah. pt and i joined the bandaging group, which was fun i guess. those teachers are funny. and there were many new faces around that i didn't recognise, or i forgot. =x and it was wenyi's birthday, had a celebration for her in school canteen owh. -.- wanted to go to smart to have a look at the karnival sukan thingy, but the freaking hot whether kept me from doing that.

i just keep thinking about something nowadays. and i think i've come to a conclusion. and relief? yeah.

these days i like to sing out loud at home. hahah. some songs' lyrics are meaningful. some involve shouting and screaming. haha. just a symptom of turning insane because of long boredom. aihh. so i go online every possible time i can. but turn out i have nothing to do too. and then i start chatting around, crapping here and there. oh my life. -.-

i'm actually looking forward to form 6 actually. heard that many are going back. haha. gonna play hard in the orientation week. x)

started watching gossip girl again. and i need to wait for episode by episode again. =.= so every week i would check out for glee, vampire diaries and gossip girl new episode. aihh waiting is to torturing. =x

interview? =x

2011-04-12T14:38:00.002+08:00

saya rasa saya patut ber-blog dalam bm kerana saya tak boleh bercakap dengan baik dalam bm semasa interview jpa saya. oh crap.

jadi itu sudah over. damn why is it so hard to tell everything in bm. i'll find someday to write out all that happened in the interview. errr something as a repay to what i've received from seniors sharing on the forum. but sekarang saya tak ada mood sangat. i mahu jerit! xD thankyou kepada darrentan kerana terpaksa menunggu saya. lol

sudah lama tak blog, i sudah forgot banyak pasal yang saya mahu cerita. haha.

so spm results released. and i got haha. x)

and kita memakai jubah dalam majils anugerah. aduih.

and we went for a talk which made so many of us wanna go for f6.

and then we went jr beramai-ramai that night. and fun time playing heart attack with loser babi elaine. xD

state comp sudah habis. sabs dengan bangganya menjadi johan =D kita sebagai senior banyak tahun tak dapat a chance to follow them to nationals. how sad and unfair. i think us as me pt mel sw and others, are the most kesian senior. no icc, no camp, no nationals, no being committee in any event. oh shit.

ada orang sudah move to d'embassy. tapi i tak nak pergi swimming there kerana i takut i lemas mati. lol

we go out so frequently that we are almost meeting each other every single day. lol. yonglooiyee bila nak pergi cc untuk menimba pengalaman? lol

pergi makan kat jj kimbab. dan saya rasa afterall i'm still not in favor of korean stuffs xD sorry joanne haha.

ada banyak orang sudah pergi college. owhh. other than those who have gone for jan intake, now adlene jieyin joeann and banyak lagi pergi lagi. aihh we're still rotting in kuantan.

yonglingoh cut her hair. and she drives steadily. no worries. xD

and i haven't got my license. ah kim oh ah kim. =s

my post is so rojak and lala. damn it.

2011-03-16T21:51:00.002+08:00

it's 16 march!

it was 15 march! hahah. dad's birthday. nothing much to say as there wasn't any celebration.

Q-dees sports was fun! hahah missed those kids. so many were getting chicken pox, and many were absent. =( ooh mok got it too. HAHAHA. though tired, but had fun! had mcD after that, treated by mr.lau. great day.

sometimes you'll know that you've lost something only after you lost it. DUH

went to TC today, and i didn't know that i was that fair, until i'm exposed to that ruthless sun this morning. not for long, just an hour like that i think. and i need some time to accept the fact that i'm now tanned again, after one whole year not being under the sun having some foot drill training, and after 3 months of holiday without having my skin cells being kill by the ultraviolet rays.

forget it. mom say i'm stupid. well we've done something more stupid. thanks a lot to yonglingoh's plan, to have the same t-shirt to change after soaking ourselves in the sea. so we agreed to do so. it was not that weird until when it comes to wandering in ecm. damn we were trying so hard to cover ourselves with bags, hair or anything. and some looked at us like we're some aliens, or lesbian? i don't know. but what's more interesting was, taekwando tournament was going on in there, and we got to meet so many people we know. =x it'd definitely be a lifelong memory i bet. hahahah i feel stupid even now and i'm laughing at myself. how is that possible? damn. watched RANGO too. practically spent my whole day having fun, and spent lots of money too. =/

it's on next week. i think i'd start to have nightmares from now on. oh no. =x

2011-03-09T22:18:00.008+08:00

had been watching drama lately, as i had nothing to do other than playing piano, eating, sleeping, and wasting my time. == and so i finished the vampires diaries, which made me URGH. i need to wait till april for the next episode?? =x to make myself feel better, i decided to search for some bloopers on youtube. and i laughed my ass off oh my god. can't stop laughing man. and now i crave for the next episode more. ==

to make myself more occupied while waiting, i started watching glee. and i fell in love in it even i'm just in first episode. slow right? have been wanting to watch this, but mm hmmm. don't care, i'm watching it now. i mean, all people who love choir would definitely love that show. =D

that day, after having our dinner, mum and dad went for a walk around the housing area. they always do that. they say they wanna paktor. xD and that day, we all as in 4 of us, decided to ruin they date by following them. =P

and then what happened next was, mom told me '~~YOU'RE SHORT~~' . i was like "OUCH!!?" yea i know my sis is taller than me you don't have to remind me about that -.- but i'm not the shortest though. i should be grateful =/

Q-dees sports day is just around the corner. i wonder how the children have been. hmmm gonna make fun of them this saturday =P can't wait! it's like it has been so long since i last met them and pt mok. let's rock it that day =D

random

2011-03-05T17:09:00.003+08:00

just some random stuffs.

i think whatever that can hurt you, that's because you care for it. =)

i have cute cousinss. but not sisters ==

one of them, omg lmao when i listened to this. once a time, she was singing a song happily, and until one part where she couldn't continue singing, she forgot how. so she started it all over again. and again when she reached that part again. and after 3-4 times she sang it, she finally realised that, she had finished singing that song, that's why she couldn't continue it. -________- this is so frigging funny man. isn't she cute? xD

another one comes to our house frequently. the way she speaks is just oh my god. imagine a 2-year-old girl starting to talk, and all her languages. hahaha playing with her lightens up my day =D

i kept all my memories in a box. x) believe it or not, i have all those little little things that could preserve memories kept, like a ticket to some kind of function, some flyers, and etc. some times flipping back through those things makes me recall of those happy moments again. ♥

never do things that you may regret doing it. think of the consequences that will come along. i think that's overreacting already. why do you care anyway? it's not like your life is being affected. ==

okay now, even i got pps back in the computer, i still can't watch english dramas. oh damn where the hell has 欧美剧场 gone?? D= so now i have to download them episode by episode. not that i need to worry when the connection is good, but when it's not, i feel like killing ==

why does dad need to go back to work even it's weekend? it ruined our weekend.

and i do not compromise when someone has done something bad to my parents. like K, i lost my respect for him immediately after knowing the things he has done, although i thought that he was a great man. sorry but no.

spm's on 23rd. omg.

2011-02-28T17:41:00.002+08:00

last day of february. oh so fast! =O

it has been a dramatic month. oh oh oh.

i start going for piano lessons again. -.-

suddenly we got news that stpm was gonna be released.

and it was released. == on 21st september

and spm 2010 candidates got freaked out by the rumours saying that spm results releasing on 23rd

and some said 28th ==

since it's over, they start to believe that it's on 10th march

some prefer 14th.

but according to some reliable source, it's on 23rd march. i prefer to believe this x)

Q-dees is gonne have their sports day, and teachers are preparing the children for it. xD

there will be cheerleading. 'honey honey~' hahahaha

rehearsal on this wednesday. kids should be reaching by 8.30am, and get on bus. OH I SEE HOW. =x HELLO late comers, crying babies! ;)

looiyee came back to malaysia. woohoo welcome back australian. xD

and i stopped working. bye children =')

so what now? wait for tomorrow, MARCH! =D

2011-02-07T16:42:00.004+08:00

hello

happy chinese new year!

damn we have start working on the fifth day. normally by this time i'm still at grandma's house, gambling perhaps. =/

this chinese new year is so not cny. believe it or not i did not gamble a single cent on the first 2 days. seems like everyone has their own thing to be busy with. only those little kids were gambling, and i didn't want to be claimed as a cheater hmmmm, so i didn't join. until the third day, come on i cant stand it anymore. hahaha.

followed parents to some relatives and friends' houses. got some angpaus of course. visited an old friend of dad's. they were primary classmates! wow they're still so close and talked a lot. =O i wonder if i am still close to my primary friends now. and uncle said that dad was the most handsome guy in their class that time. AHAHAHA. and surprisingly, that uncle said that last time dad used to go to his house to play. and sometimes they visit the family opposite his house too. and the granddaughter of that popo, daughter of their friend, is Jess Lee Jia Wei. 世界真是小小小. hahaha. but dad says that they weren't close friends. haha anyway great time spending with them. the uncle and the whole family were very nice. =)

recently addicted to a card game - speed. thanks to my cousins who asked me to play with them, but they won. i even lost to a 6-year-old kid. thrice. and she told everyone about that. damn malu man. but she's fast. she won almost everyone in the house. xD

and so i came back on sunday. didn't get to go bai nian with the gang. visited pt that night, and lost some monet i won from the kids. hahaha

grandma is not feeling well these few days. =( she vomited and had diarrhoea. poor her. wish that she'll get well soon.

i want more angpau! xD

2011-01-27T15:02:00.002+08:00

ooh everyone is so in the mood of chinese new year! =D

tomorrow shall be the last day of me working, before i get a break. woohoo~

so chinese new year is coming. but i'm still not that in the mood yet.

reason one, grandma didn't bake cookies this year =( she's not feeling well, so i'll be understanding larh. and mom doesn't look like she is going to buy any too. i'm now in the state of waiting. somebody give me! xD

reason two, i'm not going to school anymore this year. last time we used to talk a lot about chinese new year in school. where we're gonna visit during chinese new year, how many angpaus we're gonna collect this year etc. but =( aishh.

but children in the kindergarten are so excited right now. LMAO they sing cny songs whenever they can. in the class, during daycare, when they're doing their homework. everywhere. they're funny trust me. hahaha.

having stupid flu for one whole week already and it'd better be gone by chinese new year. don't ruin my holiday! =/

OH YA. i'm now trying very hard to collect back photos of school activities. i once had it all in my computer. the whole collection. and the computer said bye bye, wtf all my photos gone D=

dad bought lots of beer. haha come cny dui beer! xD

2011

2011-01-10T19:15:00.002+08:00

new year new hope! =D

and i hope that everything will be fine. but the first thing happened in 2011 is not that inspiring.

my computer broke down. damn it. waited for so long so that they, as in everyone who fights for computer with me during the holiday will then go to school, and i can enjoy myself without those annoying disturbance. and it just broke down. wtf it cost dad RM500+ and dad say my salary for the first month will be forfeited. =( only good thing, now it's a whole new computer as almost everything in it has been replaced with a new one. but stupid technician installed the old window for us. gonna ask dad to demand him to format it again. hng!

talking about salary, it reminds me of those cute but naughty monsters. yea i'm now working at the kindergarten next to SABS. taking care of those little kids make me feel so young again. xD they are cute! BUT. they're extremely hyper. hahaha. anyway, i can spend my long holiday more wisely. like seriously, this holiday is super duper booooooooring. == earn some money, spend my leisure time, play with cute children. not a bad choice after all huh. xD

oh damn. i miss my secondary school life and the whole bunch of monkeys damn much! D= school is not the same anymore, BECAUSE WE'RE NOT IN IT! =( okay i'm just making it sound more exaggerated. seriously, i miss SABS. ='(

anyone wanna watch paranormal activity 2? me wanna watch! like mom and dad always say about watching horrow movies, i'm just trying to spend some money and scare myself. hahah i like that though. =D

weather these days is making me so sick. i had terrible headache now and i'm freezing. come sun come!

MERRY CHRISTMAS! =D

2010-12-25T02:04:00.002+08:00

woohoo!

met my primary school friend who came back from johor. seryuin is her name. woah haven't met her for 5 years. and then went to sign 'contract'. LOL i'm gonna be an assistant. kids, come on! xD

went mok's for bbq party on this christmas eve. have eaten all kinds of meat. lol you name it, i've eaten it. xD had great time talking about ghost stories. come on lets watch the thailand horror movie next year. we'll be 18 by then! feel so old but that's the advantage! xD

headed to TC since they don't wanna go santai. oh i've never been to santai yet. =(

and all the people there were so in party mood. they were spraying here and there, at people and cars. cars which drove into the drive-thru couldn't even go fast. the people spray on the cars. omg terrible. empty aerosol cans all over the place. and you had to be careful so that not being sprayed by others.

food court there was a piece of shit. 'this is not my table' OKAY FINE.

and they said police came. i was so freaked out because i didn't bring my IC. jensyh said one of the guys jumped up onto the top of the police car, and others continued spraying. WTH. hello this is definitely out of control already.

left my phone in the car. dad called n times. hahah. he asked me not to come back in the midnight when i called him, and he said it is already midnight ar. LOL

and only one night, i'm now having flu already. how am i going to enjoy my christmas? D=

slap me

2010-12-18T02:20:00.002+08:00

now slap me. i forgot the library part in the previous post. =x

started being a librarian since form 4, unlike them, as in looiyee, yeeyan and others who started working since form 2. still i managed to get a post of GL for friday. HAHA. xD puan norlela is the sweetest teacher i've ever met. like seriously, i have never seen her throwing her temper at us. working for her is so so much of fun, and especially when it's with the whole gang. erm fyi, you can barely see guys working with us, because there's no guys in the whole ajk list, except for our ajk tingkatan 3. learnt a lot of things, especially processing new books. sometimes i'm quite paiseh also, cause i wasn't very familiar with all those processes, and yet i was already the GL. heehee. but luckily i've done my job and passed it down successfully. =D

now slap me again. why do people lose weight during the stressful period of SPM, while i incredibly unbelievably f*ckingly surprisingly GAINED. oh my. i must be chewing too much of food when i was reading, and swallowing them down without myself knowing it. aihhh. aihhhhhhhh =/

now slap me one more time. i think i spoiled something, just when i realised that i should treasure it. and i tend to do that. things, people, food, everything. i've been bad D=

okay now. slap me because i have to wake up at 7am tomorrow morning, and it's 2.50am now. wish that i could wake up on time =x

yonglooiyee, i know you're going to somewhere there very far soon. i'll miss you a lot =( bring back souvenirs kay =)

SABS ♥

2010-12-09T12:35:00.007+08:00

can't believe that i have really completed my secondary schooling life. having all kinds of feeling in my head now that i don't really know i'm happy or sad.

spending my 5 years in SABS is not nothing after all. so i shall just recall what i have done all this 5 years. it's gonna be super long and if you're not interested you may leave now. =)

now, kicking off with my first day in SABS. it was not the first day of school though, i'm a transfered student from tengku afzan remember? i consider that as my nightmare. sorry to TA students, no offence. =) maybe i just haven't realised what's good in there and i already moved on the SABS!

first 3 years in sabs was OKAY. okay means not so bad lar. you know being newbies. but it wasn't too bad though. i still remember how we used to gossip in the class. we as in all the chinese girls, sit altogether in the class and laughed loudly on every single thing we talked about. 1-3RK5 rocks!

and then, we moved on to form 4, where we were all put into different classes. at first i really didn't like the way they put us in, and i actually worried about how i was going to get through this 2 years. BUT. all that worries were useless. 5SC2 was a bomb! seriously i never talked so much to my friends as in this 2 years. i never mixed with malay friends so well. i never had so much fun in class. and i never felt that all classes can get together so well, as in SC1 to SC4. we were all together. =D i have awesome classmates seriously, which made our class so lovely. we had teachers who loved us, teachers who were angry at us, and we made teachers laugh, cry, angry, everything! remember how we ran off after skipping teacher's class? that was fun although we were so sorry for the teacher. ♥ that's us! =D

apart from my class, what made my secondary life were those koko activities. choir, st.john, pingpong and many more. i never regretted that i took part in all these which made my life so miserable but so exciting at the same time ♥

first, it is CHOIR. i can say that choir is a big part of my secondary life. form 1 i didn't get into the competition team. but starting from form 2, choir rock my life! the team really made me love choir so much, although none of my friends in class joined me. never mind, i made new crazy friends! =D getting into nationals that year opened my eyes wider. failure in form 3 tied us together even more, which leads to victory in form 4. meeting people who love choir and work together for the same mission makes me feel so great. all the fun we had in the resort, and later on in the banglo. ♥

never in my dream that i would one day become the president of choir. fun you think? no, ever since i had this responsibility, it seemed like my secondary life cannot be parted from choir. choir is the heaviest thing i've ever put on my shoulder. people expect a lot, especially when it comes to SABS CHOIR, which have consecutive victory for years. but i'm happy to have this duty at the same time. choir is like everything. all those laughters, jokes, tears, scoldings, quarrellings, emo-ing during practice, indeed made my life better. oh i don't know how does this work =) music did the big part i guess. it feels so good when one group of people from different classes and different forms get together and sing the same song in different parts, but in ONE VOICE. looking at those seniors singing and guiding us, until when one day it's my turn to guide people, it changed my view for choir seriously. at first for fun, and then for love ♥ encountering problems, meeting new people who all have great view towards music, awesome people who sing well. choir is all about these isn't it? =D

only thing to be regret about, that would be unable to grab the champion in the pertandingan lagu patriotik. it is impossible if you say that there's no disappointment and sadness, knowing that we lost again, and when i'm the person in charged of this. it made me feel so bad that i ruined all the sabs-choir-consecutive-winning thing. i'm sorry =( and people's attitude towards choir has changed. i don't quite see passionate in them nowadays. people tend to expect much, complain much, but do less. where'e the love?? it would be hard then. =/ and oh. the last performance, which i thought should be quite good, turned out to be erm. forget it. i'll remember the goods. =)

now, ST.JOHN. i was a noob in the first year. (again ==) oh the performance in AGM form 1! LMAO omg the drama thing? hahahha. state comp is the thing which get me really into st.john. burning under the sun every available evening we had, wrapping up shingwei like a mummy, listening to her comments about our food drill, and seniors too, burning midnight oil in peitsuey's the night before competition. ah believe it or not? i miss them all! and we lost for both years in the competition haha but who cares now. we all learned and had fun. never had the chance to go for st.john's camp, but we took part in the National Review! oh it's all about standing in the hot sun and tough trainings too. and then annual inspections, annual dinners, flag days, all the duites we had to attend, and mass cpr. collecting money for annual dinner, membership fees. who asked me to be the treasurer? hahah. OH SO MANY. st.john leaves sweet memories in my life too no doubt. we really care for it, so we have no complains for them. ♥

and then, PING PONG? lol ping pong didn't actually affect my life that much, cause it is so subtle and low profile. even the players. lol i don't mean it. anyway, ping pong was once upon a time full with those professional players. eh i mean really professional ler. they are experts in pingpong and they all have their own way and style of serving balls. ooh yeng! xD like now, suan le bah. pingpong, jia you bah. nah ♥ too! xD

other than cocurricular activities, we involved ourself in the magazine thingy remember? SIDANG REDAKSI we called that. photo session is the best part of all. had fun for the week, too bad i was leaving for choir competition i think at that week, so i was able to play for just 2 days. but i'm satisfied though. shouting at people using the 'da sheng gong'. making noise here and there. taking photo every chance we had. hahahaha. pity shingwei sam and chouwuyong had to do most of the jobs. until the day we got our magazine. all of us went crazy. woohoo! a school magazine production of us! ♥

oh i can't really list out all those things we've been through all this while in sabs. i'll leave out the hanging out part since it doesn't happen in the school.

oh how can i summarize the whole of my secondary life in just one post? there are so much much more that i cannot really write it down. but i can conclude it, i love sabs and all that's related to it. i do not regret going to sabs, and now i'm gonna miss the life in there so much. =)

being nostalgic? yes i am. long i have written, longer i have travelled. ♥ enjoy reading =P

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2010-11-09T18:39:00.002+08:00

me : this is not the end, this is not the beginning

tian : then what is this?

me : this is the... process! =D

just a random conversation of me and tian during amali. we were so freaking bored. damn it.

it was supposed to be a 3-hours + 3-hours talk. and so, a break before anything could even start had already used up an hour. 2 hours, luckily i managed to open my eyes. the last 3 hours, thanks to uncle, he left us inside there, and he went to teach other people. so i read my sejarah there. and tian didn't bring any book. lucky her. should i be grateful? =O

OMG there are just 2 more weeks to the day. THE DAY. oh i should not be sitting here right now should i.

let's see. SEJARAH,bm,english,biology,physics,chemistry,moral,modernmaths,addmaths. omg so many more. i wonder if i could finish my revision! D= maziah has been scaring us with all her theory. ==

the least to worry about, BC. =D we have 5 days to complete our revision just for BC. ha.ha.ha.

so we're going to public library so frequently nowadays. honestly, it helps little bit to study there, what that matters is the attitude. oh i'm lacking of that seriously. =O

should i do this? should i do that? TIMELESS! =(

8/10/10

2010-10-08T18:57:00.004+08:00

i'm so feeling like blogging. hmmm.

trials results are all out. didn't do well as expected. =( well it's a sign for me to start my real intensive work for SPM now.

get so fed up with all the finding-teachers thingy. visited teacher's staffroom for like 10-20 times in a day. puan aho must have gotten so bored to see my face again. D= bye koko book. =)

i'm sorry i broke azrul's earphone. =(

detective dee was not that bad as what i've expected. at least i enjoyed it despite the ugly eyebrow of lau karling. xD guess we were the noisiest gang in the cinema. ahah =D

because of that i will be grounded soon. ooh dad's making noise already. gambang trip 遥遥无期... =c i need to start pretending that i'm hardworking enough to enable myself to appear at maygy's. =x

we are definitely wasting lots of time in school, without having done anything. D= like today, datin kala's retirement=our happy lepak time. =s

why am i starting to watch dramas as it's not the right time yet. i must have thought that SPM's over already. =o but gossip girl definitely worths watching. heeheeee

who says bloggers have better english standard? == practise writing essays? lol

so why are we still comparing? is there a need? =)

2 more days to 10/10/10. according to mr.yong, we can forget what has happened earlier on, but we mustn't forget what's going to happen on this sunday. xD

i can't help thinking of this. #$%(*#&!($* =O

and i can't sign in to my hotmail already. like forever? =(((( anyone to teach me ways to unlock it?

MP's on next week. all those farewell thingy and partay are all coming after one another.

it's just another piece of crap. =)

ahaah

2010-09-29T20:58:00.003+08:00

so i am here now. blogging already although there're two more papers to go. one and a half more to be precise =)

it feels like we've finally done our big job. ooh it's finally over. (forget tomorrow and friday please) but wait! it is just the trials. remember what's coming up? awwwww D=

that's why i'm so taking this little moment to relax myself =D. nah excuse. =x i have been using computer even during exam periods. even just for that 1 minute, while my sister stands up to get some food or go to toilet. i'm so saddening right? D=

oh ya. i sprained my ankle. sprained gao gao lat that type. i have not been wearing shoes for 1 whole week, and i have nearly forgotten what's the feeling of running. okay it's only been a week i'm exaggerating. my ankle swells like there's a lil ball in it. it looks like a pig's leg. and it hurts a lot. =( stop asking why how i got that. i practically fell from stairs. nehh the foot bridge outside the school. i have phobia walking down it now =x

wearing slippers for my trials. oh it's gonna be the best part of my trials. =/ luckily i do not have to freaking climb up to 3rd floor. i can't even step on the pedal now. and i walk like an aunty. =( does ah fatt really help? oh i mean his nui sai. xD been there twice, but didn't feel like it's improved so much like what people said. it even got much painful. ==

and mum hurt her back, again before her leg could heal. crazy right. i think this is not the year for my family. fan tai sui probably =x

dad's watching journey to the west every night now. oh i don't understand how he fell in love with that. hahahah LMAO.

addmaths tomorrow, friday BC paper2, and yeah that's it.

sorry to those who're taking accounts!

we're going to have fun on monday morning! =D xD

SPM? it's still long to go. O H Y E A H x)

happy cheating on myself i know you just don't have to tell me

2010-09-12T14:20:00.005+08:00

TRIALS!!

sejarahbiologyphysicschemistrybmenglishchinesemoraladdmathsmodernmaths. =x

OMG so much to go, so little time. as always. =(

wasted so much of time. can't believe it's already the start second week of the holiday. but i'm not even halfway on my studies. DDD=

facebook is really killing me.

thanks to my siblings who used computer all the time, which made me have less time to go near to it.

yeah i don't even go near when they're using. and this kinda motivated me to study. ahah.

but, you know, facing the sejarah text book is like the lamest thing ever to do. oh i'm so done.

few days for one chapter? i'm so not gonna finish reading it even until SPM! D=

talking about my sis, they can face the computer for one whole day without break.

and you know what they do all day?

freaking chatting with my cousins

YES ALL DAY. wth is wrong with them i don't know.

it's not like they never meet each other.

oh this is another reason why i don't go near to them. xP

i'm so alone right now. family has gotten out for lunch. wihout me D=

whatever. that's why i'm here right now, and not in front of the freaking desk facing the lamest textbook listening to that antique radio. (it is still functioning anyway). =D

yeah listening to radio is the best thing to do ♥ ~~distractions i know =x~~

omg i'm so stressed out. D=

thanks to them who told me that trials is more important than SPM, which i don't quite believe in. BUT WHY. it's making me so so ganjiong. =(

you know what, the highest level of talking in sleep is singing in sleep which i used to listen to. xD

and, people used to say 铁棒磨成针, but my bro is practically doing 石头磨成刀. LMAO. i'm just gonna sit there and watch. when is he gonna get his weapon ready to kill me? =P

i'm starving. =x

2010-08-28T17:46:00.005+08:00

chouwuyong sheng ri kuai le. i ♥ you =DD

yesterday was so so fun. seriously. the video was awesome, food was amzingly delicious, music chair was funny, the spraying thingy was crazy. hahah i just love it. =) chouwuyong don't you ever forget it. =)

st.john annual dinner was great. it was just great. although we were bored, performances were okay and sometimes cold. somehow i just love it. maybe because it is my last year already, and i'm just being nostalgic. dr.hew is leaving. D= this is something really really bad. so long as i know st.john ambulance pahang, it was all about dr.hew. i can't imagine how it'll be. =( all the best juniors. =) oh ya. it was ryan's birthday. ahah we sang b'day song for him so loudly and he was so so pai seh. sorry lar.

aho's b'day was on that day too =) saturday, still she was having extra class with us. can't have party because muslims were fasting. so made a b'day card or her. many have not signed. =( but still it was pretty awesome.

yea i've come back from ASEAN scholarship's interview in KL. thanks to those who wished me luck. =) overall it was okay. it was a two-to-one interview. they were very friendly. seriously. i was quite nervous when i was waiting out there for the bell. but it was so relaxing to talk to them. i don't feel nervous inside there. they asked me whether i'm independent or not. D= omg this strikes me. xD

well the worst thing was not the interview. we arrived at KL early, and so we, as in me and dad, decided to go for lunch before the interview starts. due to the massive traffic jam in KL, you can imagine, we actually walked to look for food stalls. and dad said that he wanted to bring me to a place which is quite famous, for lunch. happily, i followed dad. and we walked and we walked and we walked. after like half an hour, in heels, i suddenly saw something. "hey dad isn't it THE hotel where we started off just now?" D= =.= wth yes we turned one big round and ended up in the same damn place, for nothing. wtf right? not to disappoint dad, so i followed him lor. luckily at last we managed to find that place. == and i already had blister on my feet. and i guess i walked for more or less one hour just for that freaking lunch. it's not worth it lar. =(

darren tan sudah masuk hospital for one whole week for dengue fever. let's pray for him. xD

omg i'm so late already. believe it or not, i still haven't watched love in disguise. =((( i'm so gonna watch it since everyone told me that it was nice! okay some did say it was okay only. =___= and watching the trailer definitely made me craving for it. ahahah. tomorrow! no more cancelled plans please.

trials' been postponed. and so study plan is postponed as well. D= oh no. anyway group study helps. =) lets do it again!

2010-08-19T18:53:00.002+08:00

omg this has really been a bad month.

firstly my mum cut her leg. erm it was last month already. but it took her 1 whole month to recover due to infection. but now there's still a big hole there and she has to go for wound cleaning every 3-4 days. D= how bad.

and then. that morning. i woke up quite early, because i wanted to online! despo i know because i wouldn't be able to go close to the computer once everyone wakes. but dad ajak me to go and fetch bro from school, and then we'd have our breakfast outside! =D so happily i followed dad to peichai. and due to some sorts of reason the freaking road was blocked. and dad followed another freaking way, which cause his car to freaking stuck at the pei chai's i-don't-know-which gate. it was so freaking hard for him to come out, and then BANG. whatthehell he bang into the something by the roadside. instantnomoodatall. but anyway we still went fro breakfast. =\

and then. that evening. bro was making noise that he wanted to go to library to borrow books. the books were to be returned by sunday. and it was only saturday. but because of HIM. dad and mom compromised. and they went out. and then. dad WALKED back, telling me that someone BANG into their back. whatthef*** second accident in a single day. windscreen at the back shattered, dad said. and bro was at the back. =O luckily no one injured. but myvi is now recovering in the garage. D=

and now. just now. mom borrowed car from uncle after that accident because we need a car badly. our lives. == and after dad came back from work, he told that a motor BANG into mom's car, or i should say UNCLE'S. WTF 3 accidents in a week???!!! ngo seriously jib sao mm dou lor what a week D=

the only good thing, i received letter from ASEAN yesterday and i'm going KL next wednesday. wish me best of luck! =D

oh yeah. had a great time watching toy story 3 AT SCHOOL yesterday. woohoo! what a good programme for us, the SPM candidates. =)

likes to poke people in facebook nowadays. <3

so many have started to drive D= omg i need to start very soon =x

AGM is on this saturday. heard some rumours already. hope it will be a good final-year for me =O

fasting month is not a good month to eat in class. =x

i should start my revision already. trials is in not even one whole month. DDD=

2010-08-06T21:36:00.002+08:00

we should always let things end at the most beautiful moment. then it shall be the best memory ever. isn't it?

having my last 3 papers for my last monthly test tomorrow. the deadly 3 subjects. but i'm still now sitting here. i don't know what i am thinking. i shouldn't be THIS relaxed. it's time to wind up something.

nothing much to write actually. it is just an update for the sake of updating. =x

记忆有限，所以它会淘汰坏的。 =)

2010-07-26T19:36:00.005+08:00

i've always wanted to write about this.

yeah i failed my piano diploma exam. it was really a bad news to me. a really bad one. maybe i was too confident of myself? i expected at least a pass. things didn't turn out as how i thought. i wasn't that panicky that morning. but it was before i entered the room. every thing seemedalright. but that was it. i realised only after i sit down and opened up the book. i didn't bring my extra page. i was shocked and i started to panic. everything was not okay anymore. i tried to calm down. but it didn't work. lots and lots of slipped notes. i know i could blame no one. careless mistake made a big difference. i wouldn't say that it was all that caused me to fare so badly, but after thinking for days, weeks actually, i think it is at least the main factor which contributed to this. tears and regretting really do not help at all. mom says take this as a lesson. but, 1k plus for a lesson, wasn't it too much to pay? i don't know =/

but i still love my exam pieces =) and i still love music. it is part of my life.

and i'm happy that i could now talk about this here. because i've accepted it and let go of it. =)

whether to take it again or not, it doesn't depend on me anymore. time will tell everything.

and choir. thank god everything is over. to be honest, there must be some disappointment. after all we did work hard. but i appreciate the time we were together. forgetting all the unhappy moment. sabs choir rocks. =D wooh choir is also part of my secondary life. i'll sure think of choir when i look back to my secondary life in the future <3>

my parents were actually happy that we got 2nd, because they say it's enough, and it's time i started my revision for SPM. oh no i can feel the pressure already =(

mom's medical fees is superrr expensive weh. luckily insurance will cover it... i should apply my knowledge i learned from st.john to clean her wound already. the hole on her leg =x

no webcam-ing for us and sis, because her line over there is superrr slow... bad thing for her, she can't watch movies or dramas online already, but good for her to concentrate xD

and one super bad thing. since sis is not here, so bro is sleeping at her place, and dad basically visits our room every night ==. boy, you know... and bad news for me, bro and another sis actually have topics to talk on every night. za dou right?! they will decide for a topic and they anticipate for it. but for sure they get scoldings from me for making noise.

i think i should quit fb someday very soon. D=

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2010-07-23T21:57:00.003+08:00

life has been hectic! =x

so we started out our practice for the competition. skipping all my last two periods, without parents knowing of course. and staying back almost everyday. and now the day is over. 2nd is not that bad really. but you know. hmmm... thanks all the members for your cooperation and commitment! =)

anyway, had fun that evening singing and chatting!

someone in school getting scarier and scarier. this is absolutely bad.

the closer exam is, the more i'm on facebook. how is this happening, i've no idea. pressure is starting to make me restless, but i still haven't started doing my revision. =/

no sand castle for me tomorrow =( cause i'm going for st.john HIV talk. honestly i'm getting less interested in all these things, because of SOMETHING. eherm.

oh sports day was a blast. although i was so freakingly bored. had to stay in the tent in case someone got injured, where no one did. except for one, who was injured because she was having some old injuries. didn't take part in any event this year, because i was not able to go for the trainings. D= oh my team, razak got second! == joanne came all the way back from KL to support her abdullah == went station one to celebrate pt's birthday, but it was full! =x so changed spot to old town. ahaha

sis has gone to sabah to do her med, grandma has come back from s'pore, mum's leg is getting worse, and she's been admitted to hospital, and she's back again. omg so much had happened! =x

it's not a piece of cake.

2010-07-09T12:02:00.002+08:00

hello!

it has been a busy week. a busy month in fact.

it's hari bersama pelanggan today. dad went to school for every year except for my last year. =( brilliant him for taking lift last week because he thought it was last friday. == planned to run out of school, and i did. but just 30 minutes early than usual. and thanks to my sis again, i took their results for them. == and met a super annoying boy who called me sis's mother, aunty. argh.

had a surprise birthday party for sam on wednesday. haha felt so sorry for her in the morning for not wishing her. but it's worth waiting. surprise party was awesome! =D

choir competition and performance stuff is giving me lots of trouble recently. my head it getting bigger and bigger. stupid rules and regulations, super late notice is making my job even tougher. oh i'm actually hoping that it'll end soon, but on the other hand i'm scared of lacking time. D=

dad's starting to nag me already. too much of activities. "you'd better start reading now ar. it's time you started your revision already or you won't have enough time. CUT DOWN YOUR ACTIVITIES." what? my koko activites are just going to start! and so. it's super hard for me to go yum char already. =(((

and i've finally finished my gossip girl season 3! like finally == and now i need to pull my neck longer for season 4. which i know i won't be able to watch it on the first moment. it'll be around trial =(

03/07/2010

2010-07-03T12:23:00.005+08:00

this is a not-so-perfect week.

i had my piano diploma exam, and i screwed it. going to fail it badly. =( i feel so sorry for my parents for wasting the money and my teacher who had quite high expectations from me. things just didn't turn out like what i think. i hate myself.

and i missed st.john's activites. arh forget it, it makes me angry.

sis left for UMS. in sabah yes it's far. guess i'll miss her. after all she's the only one i can talk more to i suppose. don't you expect me talking to my younger sisters. they're annoying and i hate the way they respond to things. some how i just feel that their point of view is aherm... weird ==

went for undang test today. and all of us passed it easily! ahahah big laugh to YeeYan Chan. xD

mom says something's wrong with me lately. and i think she's right. everything is not the way it should be. it makes me think that i'm a failure.

and i should start studying for trials already. it's not too early trust me. i won't be able to finish it by the time it's trial even if i start now. need help badly for my sejarah. it's my soft spot. =X

2010-06-27T21:53:00.002+08:00

AHHHHHHHH

i'm just having too many things to be done in too little time.

piano exam's just around the corner, and trust me, i'm not that well-prepared. NiE is the freaking thing which have been troubling us all since like before the holiday. oh well who asks us to take part. now i'm having piano exam on thurs, and we need to hand it in by friday.

forgetting all those, mass cpr today was a success! =D

although extremely exhausted after everything, but hmm it was a good experience indeed. but i spent my whole sunday, when i was supposed to be practising piano or doing programme notes or doing the magazine. now i'm super gan jiong already. arh seperti cacing kepanasan ar.

anyway, our dinner was superb. haha super full until we cannot finish our dishes, but when the dessert was served, suddenly i can eat more again. haha that's according to melissa's theory of our stomach. xD

oh yesterday was my birthday!!! happy birthday to me! =D

thanks for all the wishes! i love you all!! =D still friends are the best. haha

2010-06-16T21:58:00.003+08:00

how come?

i didn't enjoy THAT much as i thought i wouldn't when i was in tioman. because i went with my relatives whose children were all around sis's age. having some generation gap.

but i started to miss it already. =(

i miss drinking beer together, watching world cup and shouting together, feeding the fish although i got freaked out when bitten by a fish.

feeling so lazy to do everything. especially when i need to see maziah every morning, it's more than me seeing my own mum already cause they're outstation. ==

aah maybe it's just too much of playing. looks like i need to switch my mood.

super gan jiong when time's catching up while i've done nothing. =x

AIYOR

2010-06-14T22:43:00.005+08:00

i seriously wanna update a lot de lorh. but cannot find a day where i can sit down and recall all those happenings slowly loh. so this post is gonna be super super long de lorh. so never ever read it if you don't have time. i doubt if myself would read it once all again. xD

hmm so lets recall. when was my last update.

lets start from teacher's day. it was just a day before our bloody mid-year exam, so many just ponteng. us as PPS had to go. and we worked as waitress that day, for our teachers. Oh my first time mou jor lor. xD had fun in hard times. =) waited long for the peak event that day -> TARIK TALI! woohooo. lost to teachers though. proven that teachers are ganas! xD oh take it as a joke please. =P

and then it was whole 3 weeks of freaking mid-year exam. everyone studied like hell. seriously stress lor. received hell lots of tips. thought it would help us, but it didn't do that much apparently. sejarah was never my cup of tea. started to wonder how will i be doing without tips. and it reminded me of the trial is coming. =X the only good thing during exam week is i was extremely free of koko and tuitions! not totally but very much lighter than normal schooling days. hmmm.

following up is definitely the mid-term holiday! already arranged super lots of activities for it even before it approaches. so this is roughly what i've done in this holiday~

first of all, National Chinese Society Leadership Camp.

sounds great huh? in fact it was. i can say that it was the best camp i've ever attended. have you ever participated in a camp which consisted of thousand plus campers? not included was those helpers. no games sessions, but seriously it was still fun! we, as in a whole gang, were divided into different groups (you can imagine how many groups there were. 48 groups, how are we going to be in the same group?) and different rooms! we were all half dead after 8 hours journey from kuantan to UM, and being informed that we had strangers as roommates was like a nightmare for us. but we manage to cope because people there were seriously really friendly. meal times were not that simple too! we have our slogan to greet others before and after our meals. =D

attended all kinds of lessons. although some times i was dozing off, nevertheless i learnt a lot. socialising skills, leadership skills, management skills and teamwork. we see how the helpers work together to organise such a big camp. lots of hardwork, lots of laughter. we appreciate a lot what they have done. preparation, meetings till midnights, working non-stop since the second they wake up, facing all those problems risen up by campers and solving them. it was not that easy as you think. especially when it involves thousand plus people.

really enjoyed a lot during second night, when we screamed the most, laughed the most, and cried the most. together 1150+ people, the sense of belonging was so strong that i didn't want to leave already. the day before i was still nagging all the time that i wanna go back. 文娱晚会was great. ah pek was funny enough. human wave of thousand plus people was absolutely awesome, and 传薪之夜brought lots of touch and tears. honestly, people who attended the camp mostly were all leaders, the attitude is completely different. you can see the difference. that's what we call quality. no offence to others. =) next time if there's the chance i wish i'd be the 工委 there.

oh not to forget, my country, 楚国changed the history! our queen had taken over the emperor's kingdom. she got the throne! xD ahah only people who went understand. love 三好! xD

so it was the camp. it started on 5th june ended on 7th june. but we went in earlier on 4th june. 4 days spent in UM, and immediately right after that camp, we have our own SABS Chinese Society Camp at Duta Sands.

reached home at 1am midnight. gotta bath, pack and eat before i went to sleep. was already super tired when i went to school the next day. fingers crossed and was hoping hard that our camp would not be too bad. after all i just had attended a great camp. nothing can i expect much as we weren't THAT well prepared. but we did do our job okay.

first thing was already not good. the bus was late. other than that everything can be considered as OKAY lor. our campers were not that many. 50+ like that. even less than the helpers for the national camp. nah forget it IT was national camp. so we did our very best for every part so that the campers can enjoy and feel that their money was worth paid.

BUT. it turned out that most of the time it was just us who were trying very hard to break the ice. their melting point was very the high lor. we had put all our effort still they're starring at us like they know nothing. there was once i felt extremely disappointed with those campers. forgiving that it was their first experience to such camp, but they were not giving their full co-operation at all. camp in resort, super lots of resting time, still i heard lots of complaints. regarding some who said that we copied other camps, yes we admit it. so what, we had fun right? that's what we've been trying hard to give you all. if you can step out a little more it would be completely different.

ooh i complaint a lot. not that bad though. we had fun times too. campers get to know each other more, and they could work in team during the games. this was the thing i was very happy and proud to say. 工委们，辛苦了。forget the unhappy ones, keep those sweet memories!~ still i love camps!

and last but not least, of all my holiday plans, i went Pulau Tioman. Salang Indah was the place i stayed. went with relatives. happy snorkeling, but getting lost in the sea was very scary. i swear i would never go snorkeling without accompaniment anymore. =( the world under the sea was amazingly beautiful. Ah Paul was the uncle in charged. he was my uncle's friend. haha he was funny lor. tina, kat and wei liang. workers there, helped us a lot during our trip there. ooh kat was so tanned that i thought she was a malay when i first met her.

tioman trip was really a gem of trip. went snorkeling (although i couldn't swim) in the afternoon. uncle and his friends, dad, mum and aunt gathered and drank beer. sis and i joined them. talked a lot, but honestly it was listening to my uncle. haha he can talk a lot, even much more after he drank, although he denied that he was drunk. he wasn't after all. haha. drank SOME beer. or dad claimed that as liquor. 48% alcohol. trying hard to drink as much as i could to get drunk, but stopped by dad and mum. haha. so i didn't get drunk. =( uncle gave a long lesson to sis and me on what is the world all about. he said that we were very straight forward and naive. taught us a lot and i learnt quite lot. he is kinda like gangster ah tau. his way was different from dad's. but both were for our good. so hmm learn what you think is good.

snapped lots of pic. lazy to upload lor. have super cute but annoying cousin. haha she was damn funny de lor i tell you. there was once when my aunt praise that sis's hairstyle was the nicest among all of us. then she asked "mummy how about mine??" she was only 3+ years old. so her mummy changed and said hers is the prettiest of course. and guess what she did? oh no she combed and touched and flung her hair. you can imagine how she did that. LMAO. speechless.

on our way back, the ferry was super packed that i didn't even have a seat. how can they sell the tickets as they already have the ferry full with passengers? after a while aunt found me a seat beside an indian lady. so i slept all the way back. after our journey, only aunt and dad told me how worried they were on the ferry. they were actually counting how many life jackets there were for us to grab in case anything happened. the ferry was obviously overload. after some stop, the passengers appeared to decreased, aunt said she was relieved a bit, but that was before she found out that all those disappeared passengers went upstairs. == dad was figuring the emergency way out of the ferry. they were really very worried.

and only at night itself, after we reached home safe and sound, dad told his worries. when we went snorkeling, how dangerous it could be. suddenly i felt that we were so blind when we were playing. my gangster uncle included of course. he went diving before and he came up, with nose bleeding and coughing blood. obviously he didn't know the danger of the pressure lor. he is the kind like there's no tomorrow. dad is still the best =) but he's not bad also lar. at least now i know how much he loves us when he gave us the lesson.

conclusion i made from this trip - be filial to parents, my future boyfriend must know how to swim, and i totally hate smokers. there was only one person who was smoker, but i respect him for his attitude towards life.

coming up next - st.john annual inspection (lots of rehearsal with very less members =X), flag day, mass cpr with trainings, maziah everyday, IU night.

to-do list - programme notes, one week maziah notes to copy, moral folio.

oh no 1st of july is my deaaaaad end. having piano exam. =X

most important, undang this sunday. ahah one more step nearer to drive! ROAR!

~end of this post, happy reading xP~

22nd april

2010-04-22T16:26:00.004+08:00

happy birthday to our mother earth! =)

i seriously think that we should protect our earth properly already. going through the news of china earthquake and the volcano eruption makes me feel so bad. we can see the symptoms of earth getting sick, can't we? weather is getting hotter and hotter nowadays. i bet all of you guys can definitely feel that.

exam's over! not that happy though. what comes right after this, is the freaking kursus kepimpinan which we need to stay back at school for 3 freaking afternoon. == oh HOT!

making a card for teacher's day for one whole hour is apparently not that wise. but that's what we did. == the same quest for the whole school for sivik subject as exam. brilliant teachers, they need not think and they can save papers. it brings back some memories of primary school, oohhh.

god mid-year exam is so so near. they should have cancelled this monthly test. so now having had monthly test just finished, we need to work on mid-year's again. sigh

but who cares? i'm so so watching gossip girl. hahah

piano exam is on end of june. heart's beating hard. haven't started my programme notes. SHIT.

goodday! =)

april!

2010-04-14T21:48:00.003+08:00

god it's so fast. and it's april already. i've been lazy all these while. =(

so it started off with april fool of course. never mention it again, i failed to fool anyone. instead, i was being fooled. ==

had our photography sessions! oh the last year. after this no more photography sessions for me, i suppose. unless i choose to go into form 6. planned to jump into every club and take a photo of it. haha didn't have the guts to do that though. teacher was watching. anyways, managed to get myself into sommmee of the clubbbss. ahah

AND DAMN IT. we are not having the caption part for our last year. what the hell is the teacher thinking about. and they're going to replace it with the freaking passport size photo with names, emails and addresses. god i'd rather put our class photo.

school's monthly test has been postponed. i promised myself to read even though it's been postponed.

i break the promise. D= i'm such a failure. and now it's approaching slowly, and very quickly at the same time. =(((( we're having hell lots of activities. how am i gonna study? excuse. =x

merentas desa last saturday. planned to run as it was my last year. LOL seems like i'm trying my very hard to appreciate every thing in my last year. apparently. but at last i went as a proud first aider. forget the first aid box part. we had a fun day. had some cases, i consider them as one. and taking stupid photos. yamchar session at SABS oldtown. treated by ryan chong. like since when the oldtown has become SABS's. xD ahahh an overall-good day.

st.john juniors are going to have their first st.john exam in their life this sunday. guess they're suppperrr nervous like we did. HAHAAH i'm so relaxed man. gonna see how they perform. after all this is what we call "our product". lolll. so again sunday is occupied, not for studying as you know. xD

DRAMA interclass competition was held this afternoon. would like to congratulate SC4 and SC1 people for getting the champion and 1st runner-up! though there were only 3 teams. muahahaha xD

dad came back from work at 1am yesterday. what kind of job is that which needs you to go for work early in the morning and can't even come back home at night. zzz

OH YA. we're supposed to be just coming back from the Sunway college for a Maths and Logic something something challenge. AND THANKS to pengetua who didn't approve us, and we lost our golden chance. arghhhhhhhhh.

till next update! =D

2010-03-26T17:03:00.002+08:00

so it is. our holiday week is over. state comp is over. and it has already been one week since we go to school. time really flies. oh no this reminds me of exam again. =x

holiday is so not holiday. went to school everyday. normaziah every morning. oh i LOVE her so so much. state comp juniors were having their training everyday, because the competition was going to be held on that weekend itself. last minute worries?

so the state comp. yeah i went as helpers. had my first steward experience. haha not so fun though. had to stay with competitors in the quarantine room for all the time. even follow them to the toilet. steward for team A, had everything done the first. which is so good and so bad at the same time. totally lost in TC, the school i know nothing about, while i need to bring them to quarantine room. == congrats to team A of course they got almost all the prizes available for them. hmm.

as for our juniors, nursing team did very well. lost in theory only but enough to bring the whole thing down. SABS always loses in theory... teacher says SABSians are lazy to read. i guess it's true. ambulance team, speechless. i consider they have attitude problem. got so disappointed. after so much time of training. wtfwtfwtf. we don't send any adult teams this year. and please just stop asking why we are not joining this year. i'm so sick of this question already. yeah we're tired, and i do not regret. being a steward is a good enough for an experience. =) and i'm starting to miss the state comp atmosphere and feelings already. ooohhh. good old times.

have new specs! hahah it's like finally. after having my old spec for 4 years since form 1, with all the paintings scrapped off.

i'm always spending my weekends in the school. == tomorrow and sunday again. homework not done since the holiday. oh no no no.

wow wow wow

2010-03-12T22:11:00.002+08:00

how can they say "so fast it's holiday again" as i have been craving for this holiday for so loooong?

oh gosh it's gonna be super busy during this hols.

so SPM results has been released. have seen all types of emotions of candidates receiving the results. seen too much, which has caused me to feel stressed also. == omg it's not even 10 months to our turn. maybe i should start working hard already. =(

and yeah, i'm going to turn 17 this year, which means i can drive soon! wait!!. mum says she'll let me listen to undang in the mid-year holiday. ok that sounds reasonable. but she says i'll have my driving lesson not earlier than SPM. zzz oh no it is half a year more to wait. how great. ==

since sis has got her STPM results, just 2 weeks before the SPM's, she's busy applying for this and that. soon she'll be leaving for further studies, which she doesn't know where and which yet. heard mum and dad discussing about plans to buy her a lappy. ooooohhhhh. =O good news? i consider it is.

weather had been hot, until these 2 days. after crazily dry and hot weather for like 1 whole month, there's finally a downpour. ahah. just because of that freaking weather, i had been suffering from mosquito attack everyday. god there's super lots of mosquitoes.

loads of things awaiting to be done. oh no.

.

2010-02-25T23:52:00.002+08:00

i'm broke! thanks to them who forced me to be the 'zong'. RM30 in 3 rounds. i can be the choy shan ye already.

exam's over!! haha. exam after chinese new year is the stupidest thing in the world. didn't touch any books until sunday. had a bad day for sejarah. anyway, who cares. this is just a monthly test people! xD

sis got her results today, finally. it's gonna be my turn next year this time. =x

CNY 2010

2010-02-19T12:24:00.002+08:00

i need to gamble more. seriously. hahahh.

went grandma's house on the very first day of CNY. as usual, visited some relatives before reaching grandma's. get SOME angpaus, but not A LOT. turning here and there, bumping up and down. finally we reached our destination - triang.

AND. i had the most horrible CNY night there. the electricity was cut off. according to my aunt, it has been cut off since like 10am something in the morning. and it was already 10pm something when i reached there. can you imagine that? almost 12 hours without air-cond, not even fan, no light, no tv, no computer, nothing. what more it's the first day of CNY. missed hell lots of good programmes. not to forget, lots of little children and babies. children running here and there, babies crying in the dark. DISASTROUS.

so all of us went out for some fresh air and the tiny bit of light from the moon. OPPS there's no moon on the first day. whatever. surprisingly, the sky view was amazing. lots and lots of stars, shining here and there. this is what we can never never see in the big city. that keeps us occupied for some while. until aunt has got enough of that, and she went to another aunt's house, which is not quite far from there, but not really that near. half an hour of journey to reach. and just when she's left for about 5 minutes, everything went back as normal. the electricity has come back. woohoo. =) but at last we went to that aunt's house also.

believe it or not, i didn't gamble at all on the first and second day of CNY. aiks wasted. it seems like everyone is not in gambling mood. not the little kids, but i won't join them okay. cousins meet their friends, aunts preferred chatting to gambling. until one night when aunt's friends went to her house, finally it's the time.

came back early together with sis on uncle's car to kuantan. just 2 of us. never thought of that. so joined friends to houses. got angpaus. gambled a lot. and lost a lot. =(

so now it's just me and sis at home. still thinking of all the gambling stuff. OH GOD how am i going to sit for exam which is going to be held just right after CNY? haven't even touched one book yet. how about the homework? MADOI!! this is what i learnt from carmen. means OMG in italian. ah i don't care.

those's who are coming to my house on sat please let me know if you need me to wait for you on 7-11. otherwise i'll leave without you! 12noon sharp. kamsahamida. =D

teehee! =D

2010-02-11T15:30:00.002+08:00

woohoo 2 days more and it's the day!

people,

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR in advance =D

without us noticing, it's already the second month we're in school already. GOD it's so so fast. it seems like i've done nothing yet.

okay now talk about some happening recently.

I FINALLY WATCHED AVATAR. believe it or not. it's amazing. but i watched the one without 3D. must have missed something better. for those who are thinking Na'vi are freaks, you are so so wrong. i don't think it's too long although it's 2hours and 45minutes long. =D

suriani has not been entering our class for 2 weeks already! is this a good news? i consider it as one. =)

we got our god damn CITARASA!!! owh so happy. especially like the jokes. haah chimpeng and yamahahaha! skipped physics class for that. thank god.

NILAM. surprisingly, our class is so united. haha in our way. we worked hard together and ridiculously made our class from the bottom of the ranking to the top. yeah we got the first out of all the classes for the highest purata of books read. haha got a note book for that. forget about the choir performance. it was horrible.

i need to go to lots of people's house. pleeeeeaase count me in when you're visiting anyone. =) too bad i'm not in for the first few days of CNY. =(

grandma made lots of cookies for CNY. hah i'm putting on weight already when the CNY is not even here yet.

CHANG CARMEN has come back from italy, and she's now a half-italian-malaysian. thanks for her alcohol-filled chocolates! hah we all went drunk after eating it. xD

WOOHOO! xD

hell.o

2010-02-01T23:45:00.002+08:00

i wanted to update. trust me.

too many have happened. too many to think of. too many to do. aiks.

人言可畏.

many gonna scold me and curse me and backstab me. whatalife.

go.od.bye

hello!

2010-01-06T20:38:00.004+08:00

new year new life! not a good one though.

school starts. everything starts. tuitions, choir, st.john. it's like so hard after doing nothing for 1 and a half month. D=

i can't wake, i can't concentrate, i can't finish my work. ooh HARD. basically every teacher was warning us. no more playing around. bad thing.

have new add maths and modern maths teacher. i still prefer the old one. ha add maths teacher teaching us modern maths. that should be suffering i guess.

got our textbooks today. which means we hae no more reason for not studying. anyway teachers ignored it and started theirs without textbooks. everyone of them are giving loads of homework even on the very first day of schooling. ish ishhh.

our seats have been changed by our beloved teacher. great. i used to think 4sc2 rocks. but. hmm. ohya we have suriani as our class teacher. pj teacher changed, and the new pj teacher who is not new ==, ask us to go to his blog and he'll have our assignments-to-do posted there. and he says we'll email him our homework. HE SAYS. but who cares, it's just pj. == he did all these to be promoted. lol he complaint to us that being a pj teacher, he stand a very thin chance to be promoted. he's not satisfied. xD

it's only the 3rd day and i feel it's like already 3 months has passed. 10 more months.

sitting on here for not longer than half an hour dad's already scolding. =( off for homework.

2010

2010-01-01T01:28:00.005+08:00

bye bye 2009, hi 2010. =)

first of all, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! =D let us welcome this new year happily and hope it goes well till the last second of it.

let's talk about 2009 first. overall, it is still ok. not a smooth-going year, yet nothing really horrible happened. to me. and oh ya it's my form 4, what they say the so-called 'honeymoon' year, which i don't feel like it is one. a year full of non-stop activities and events. sometimes i just feel like having a break and take my breathe. thank god they're now all over.

and now, 2010. oh god. you know what i mean. it is the SPM year man. time flies. really.

okay i had my countdown at home, not that terrible it sounds. but, my dad was asleep, as he is going outstation this midnight, sis's with friends, having their post-STPM celebration or whatever it is. (i mean they've had LOTS of celebrations, so what is this? ==) and television showing no good programme. so i passed my 2009 and stepped into my new year just like that. like what i'm doing now. facing the computer. with games. ooh i guess i'll still be doing the same thing next year, because i would have finished my SPM! =D opps too early to think of that. =P

i'm quite sad that i was busy playing the computer games and i missed the countdown. i managed to shout just '1' and that's it. how sad.

siblings and i were trying to list down all the first thing we did in 2010. lol my sis got the first teeth-brushing in 2010. zzz. another sis had her happy hour with buddies. dad was sleeping. == me, playing computer of course. sis claimed that she played the piano. oh i don't believe her. xD and HAH this is my first post in 2010!

so it's new year resolutions now.

1. get my studies well. ehem SPM ler. don't play play lor. haha i know 99% that i couldn't do this. DANG i haven't got my 2009 homework done by now, how am i going to get this year's done?

2. cut down everything. i mean EVERYTHING. playing time, tuition time (oh only if it's possible), activities, hanging out, tv time, computer time, and my weight. ==

3. have my job all well done. piano exam is the first. omg talking about this makes me think of my programme notes again. i shall be starting on it already.

a lot more, i could list it out right now.

and hope for the best. i don't think there's any SPM candidate who doesn't wish for this. all the best for SPM. fingers crossed, praying hard. xD

now parents are leaving us, going outstation, on the very first night of 2010. greaaatt. == i'm going to sleep on their bed tonight. jumping, rolling, screaming the hell out, doing whatever i want. xD

and i'm now wishing everyone here, happy new year. have a good year, enjoy the year, wish for the best, forget the pass, look forward to the future. may all you dreams come true. xD sorry for not replying some of your messages because i can't use my phone. it had expired. == i hate this seriously.

and oh ya. taylors break up! =( oh why. they make a good couple.

going to have my first sleep in 2010. BYE!

HOHOHO

2009-12-25T23:50:00.003+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

have no celebrations, no plans, no party, no presents. =( nevermind, after all it's still an okay-day.

and so went out with lily and joanne tonight. it's just a meeting up since i don't feel it having any christmas element in it. okay, it's christmas, as you know. it was not so crowded outside there, luckily. but. almost every eateries were pack with customers. at last we managed to place ourselves in a restaurant. ehem we had steamboat! =D thanks lily for you souvenir!

went kbox after that. seriously, we have nothing to do already. in ecm we can just eat, movie or kbox. since we're not watching any movies, as joanne said, it's wasting time ==, so we went kbox. oh ya a friend joined us later on, li vien. xD 4 people, and lily went back after like 15minutes. == and livien left after half an hour. so it was just me and joanne left. 2 people singing was really boring let me tell you. and then we went back. the end.

i wanna watch avatar! it seems like everyone who has watched it gave a quite good comment. didn't want to watch it but get influenced by people.

up next, NEW YEAR! 2010 already. oohhh noooo holiday is going to end. bad for me, who has nothing done in this holiday. erm. it's just 2 more years to 2012. be prepared. xD lol

am hoping sis to go and get some job, so she won't just sit at home everyday. and use the computer. that's the point. oh no she's so free right now. i'm jealous. =x and she borrowed loads of dramas and movies from friends, which i can't watch it because school is starting soon. =(

bro just cried because i splashed some cold water right onto his face. muahahaha yeah i did it on purpose but i didn't know the water will end up on his face. he was bathing okay. and i got scolded. ==

btw, just discovered a new thing. my tadika classmate. YESSHH JOANNE IT'S HER. OMG. lol check out the photo lar. she sits just between you and kek. hahhaahaa xDD

tagged

2009-12-20T21:53:00.002+08:00

tagged by carmen

i'm doing tag again, after years. i must be too bored.

相信大家都已经玩过了
这个也和其他的不例外
照旧的方法填下
再点下你5个好朋友
被点到的如果没有填`将会衰到2010年1月1号 -- 咒语无法解除

◆个人资料
真实姓名- 张奕倩
真实年龄-16 岁
真实身份-学生
真实学校-苏丹阿布峇加中学
昵称-倩~
爱好-吃东西
2010年班主任-还不知道
2010年班级-5SC2

◆问卷 ①
写出发给你的真实姓名-陈泇妏
昵称-Carmen
年龄多少-16岁
你有可能和他在一起吗-已经在一起了 xD
你喜欢他吗-非常爱
他喜欢你吗-也非常爱
你喜欢过他吗-到现在还喜欢
他喜欢过你吗-也是一样
你和他出门过吗-时常去拍拖 xD
你们怎样认识的-学校

◆问卷 ②◆
谈过几次恋爱-一次，跟Carmen xD
被玩过感情吗-有咯，就是她咯。
玩过人家感情吗-我也玩过她的感情
现在喜欢谁-他咯
说出6个异性好朋友...
1. 他
2. 他
3. 他
4. 他
5. 他
6. 他 (lame, how am i going to list it out?)

说出6个同性好朋友...
1. 她
2. 她
3. 她
4. 她
5. 她
6. 她 (lagi lame. ==)

说出情敌的名字-她的host sister
你有参加过外面什么团体吗-有
你会打篮球吗-会打，不会投篮
考试作弊过吗-有咯
和老师顶嘴过吗-有咯
翘过课吗-有咯 (ok i'm bad xD)
和学校的学长感情好吗-还好咯
和学校的校长感情好吗-不是很熟咯
和班长感情好吗-不错的好咯
和纪律老师感情好吗-没有好过
有被记过吗-好像有咯

◆问卷 ③◆
你喜欢谁-都说Carmen咯
性别-应该是女的咯 xD
年龄-跟我一样咯
学校-也是一样咯
为什么喜欢他-因为她很美哈哈
被拒绝了吗-没有
他有性格吗-有啦。谁没有性格？==
说出年龄差距-没有差距
你们现在的关系-情侣再更上一层楼

◆问卷 ④◆
有一天`学校纪律老师忽然间请你吃大皮萨`你反应如何
-有没有？当然很好啦！
有一天`学校倒塌了`你的感想如何
-很好。不要建回更好
有一天`你在情趣用品的摊位遇见老师`反应如何
-老师的真面目 xD
有一天`你在逛街逛到一半遇见最讨厌的老师`老师却对你笑`你反应如何
-笑回一下咯。拍一拍马屁也不错。
有一天`你逛街一半`大夏倒塌了`你会说什么
-OMG
有一天`你经过某位`遇到很帅/很正的人`你会怎样
-看多几眼咯
有一天`老师无缘无故给你50块叫你去花`你会怎样花
-不敢收。一定有问题。
有一天`你喜欢的人忽然和你告白`你会怎样
-很高兴咯
有一天`忽然一位你觉得不可能喜欢上你的人和你告白`你会怎样
-sorry咯
有一天`老师叫你上台表演[superman]`你会怎样
-哈哈等久就有
有一天`你必须上台表演`你会选择表演什么
-幕后 xD
有一天`老师忽然对你说粗话`使出中指`你会怎样
-比回给他看。

get tagged
我是好人。不要tag人。

哇华语很难打。

a day

2009-12-20T21:34:00.004+08:00

why am i having flu AGAIN? it's like the n time i'm having flu already in this year, each of them lasts long. my teacher says my flu is very 'chiong meng'. ==

cousins came and cousins went. ooh i missed the little super cute kid. but the thing i don't like is i have to sleep in the same room as them, and they used to chat till very late in the midnight. with the lights on or off doesn't seem to affect their mood. and they get up early in the morning. i wonder how they can be so energetic. like no sleep is required. i guess they're saving their time to play. ==

OMG. there's only 2 weeks more for the holiday, and it's time we went back to school already. wth. i haven't started everything i've planned. seriously. it seems like this holiday is short huh. desk not tidy up, homework not finished, and i even planned to read. it is just so ridiculous for me right now. i just hope i can step out my first step, start doing things. ooh time flies. next SPM candidates are us! only good thing, we're all dai gor and dai gar jie next year. xD

and oh yeah. so great that sis has finished her STPM. ok i'm happy and glad for her, really. but at the same time, i hope for the opposite. if she hasn't finished her exam now, i'll have no one fighting for the one and only computer in the house. yes, and other sis and bro, even my cousins are now fighting with me. isshhh.

fitness run was over. a big HA-HA that i didn't complete the run. duh don't even want to recall it again.

okay actually i have nothing to write. don't know how did i manage to crap so much. ==

connection is super stupid freaking slow. have been downloading the same files for days. zzz

christmas is coming, which means new year is coming, which also means school is reopening, which also means we're going into form 5, which also means we're sitting for SPM already. =(

carmen and jieyin still enjoying. i want souvenirs!

lalala

2009-12-17T12:20:00.002+08:00

finished my trip and came back yesterday. oh yeah we're supposed to be back on 19th nov. but dad was called back by his boss to office. so we came back early. what to do? no back no job. =x

went to aunt's in ipoh. oooh aunt's a good cook! she can make different types of food, cakes, biscuits, kuih... basically everything. you'll never success in dieting if you go to her house.

then genting. == i'm totally bored of genting. okay as you know it's holiday now, it's like super crowded up there. lined up 2 hours just for a 2-minute game. so i gave up. not enough with that, I LOST MY PURSE, AGAIN. this is the second time in this year already. i've got nothing to say, really. wtf! ooh and, met yonglin up there. =D

and because of this trip i missed lots of things. first, st.john partay. =( luckily i was still able to sit for my re-exam on that morning itself. next, pre-run. this made me unable to join fitness run. =( sam, just let me in larr... and then choir party. ok i don't even know where, when and how they had this. see... everything was held in just these few days when i'm not in. how unlucky. =(

carmen's in italy, jieyin's in australia. hey you two, have your good time there!

7/12/2009

2009-12-07T16:02:00.002+08:00

just back from grandma's house yesterday.

went there for cousin's wedding. and rush here back because sis is having her exam today.

my cousin is a botak! hahah everyone was actually talking about his bald head. lots of babies there. for almost every family, there's a baby, crying all the while. == but they're really cute! more and more cousins i'm having. lol. cousin sis is supppeeeerrrr cute! she talks and acts like an adult, but she's only 2. lol. you'll have nothing to say while talking to her.

sam called while i'm enjoying my food there, asking me to go to clinic to have our reexam. zzz. great. i have no mood eating already after that. luckily we can retake the exam on 12th. which i will be leaving again that day. == dad promised to wait until i finish my exam only he will take off. nah you better keep your promise. but that means i'm leaving right after i've finished my exam, and i can't go to the party anymore. =( yorrr the year which we are organising. and the whatever so-called pre-run on 13th too i'm not able to attend. why is everything clashing together???

ooh after this week, sis will regain her freedom. finish STPM lor. happy lor. which means, i'm going to have less time facing the computer already. oh she must be sitting on the place i'm sitting here right now by the time, for hours. ==

2 of my cousin sis followed us back. one from triang, one from johor. thanks to mom who offered them to come over. they're having much fun now. sleeping super late every night, making lots of noise and gambling. == and fetching them back here made me and sis having to sit together all the way back from triang to kuantan, which took almost 2 and half an hour, on a seat. oh so great. when we're fetching them back, that's a big problem.

forget all these, going to carmen's house for the farewell tonight. pyjamas party here i come ==

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2009-12-04T00:48:00.002+08:00

it's raining again. and i'm sneezing non stop tonight. guess i'll catch a flu soon =( dad say it's going to flood very soon if it keeps on raining like this. oh lets think of the bright side, someone is pouring water down from the heaven. xD

for the first time that i'd ever felt that this year-end holiday is short. damn. it's short! really, time is passing by super fast. suddenly it's already December, and i haven't start doing things that i've planned. =(

went for new moon that day with camp gang. really, i can't deny, JACOB IS HOT!!! with his 6 packs. edward totally lose out. haha but i'm not in his team, neither in edward's. but it was pity of him to have been dumped by bella just like that. i was like wth?? when bella just left. poor both jacob and edward, bad bella. xD. but, bad ending. that's all i can say. marry me bella. == kbox again after that. till 8pm this time. half dead when i reached home.

dad got a call from don't-know-who, but claims that he's a cop, saying that his IC number has been used by others for cheating or scam or anything in hong kong. dad reported to the police. and asked that guy to talk to his lawyer, when he actually has no lawyer. lol

jieyin and carmen is leaving soon. Australia and Italy. ooohhh so far. keep in touch on msn or fb or whatever ya! having farewell soon. =D

just had an electric cut off just now. and i was in the bathroom. it freaked me out and i shouted like hell, and mum was actually laughing outside there. == computer was on and it just turned off like that, with all my programmed running. and it was like super hard to make the connection to stabilise after that.

it is 1.13am now. so what now? sleep lar! xD

2009年中华文化生活营

2009-11-29T12:25:00.003+08:00

ooh i'm finally back in kuantan, safe and sound. hahah xD i'm already missing it now. =(

ok, talking about the camp, it was supposed to be starting from 24-27 nov. but because of the too-long distance between kuantan and manjong, where the camp is held, we had to depart on 23 nov night at 10pm. i started packing my stuff only on 8pm hahah. luckily i managed to dump everything i need into the luggage before it was time.

8 hours of journey, so we had ou

r night in the bus. arrived there earlier than planned, the school wasn't opened yet. == okay. it was planned that 400 students will join this camp, but it turned out only 100+ people joined. we were divided into 4 groups. and it was only that time that we knew that we were actually there for learning. ==

first and second day were boring. we regretted for going there. i bet everyone had the same feeling as mine. attending classes were not so boring, but when the teachers from china were telling the history, almost everyone fell asleep.

so we learnt caligraphy (书法), chinese painting (国画), tradisional dance (舞蹈), and paper cutting (剪纸). all of us loved the dancing teacher the most. haha he was funny and he could play well with us. and he wears a pair of blood red nike shoes which attracted everyone's sight.

bathing part was the worse of all. there were only 4 bathroom, no heater. we had to line up and wait for long long time to bathe. == but we were only given half an hour to bathe, which was enough only for 2 person. and we were not allowed to be late for activities. so everyone was basically rushing and shouting while bathing ==

we got ourselves really involved only on the third and fourth day. games were fun, yet disgusting. but we did have lots of fun. had a drama competition, where we didn't even have enough time to prepare, so it sucked. == ending ceremony was the best session of all the activites. we were shouting for every single teacher, everything. so it was that which made me starting to miss the whole camp. and ya, we had NONO in our camp. bwahaha he looks super much like nono. xD

btw, my group got the best group. muahahhaha. thanks to the 'mr. yellow bird'. we were considered most active in most activities i guess, with his presence. only a few were not cooperating. yeah that's our group leader and assistant group leader. i'm not scared to say it out loud here because they wont see this i suppose. irresponsible. that's all i can say. but i still love my group - 梅组. ♥ =D

so if you ask me how was the camp, i would say IT WAS TOTALLY FUN. hahah sorry for those who didn't join! =P sweet memories. and the games in the bus on the way back to kuantan. hah it was fun also. except for some parts. yeah.

many have uploaded pictures of the camp

to facebook. and everyone was leaving lots of comments, causing my mail box to booooom. 1 new mail every 2 minutes. ooh GOD. haha that's fun anyway.

didn't bring my camera there. so all the photos are available in facebook. xD

the only photo i have... -

long i have written. enjoy reading xD

random

2009-11-21T18:13:00.002+08:00

sis got 7A for her UPSR. so there were only me and my elder sis who couldn't get full A for UPSR, the easiest exam. == mom can get the best actress award already because i nearly believed her when she said sis got 6A. ==

it's saturday but i wasted half my day, having nothing done. see, like i've said, we can't do anything in rainy days. so the training we had this morning was basically a waste of time. went for the listening and singing thingy. the very first aim for us to go there was actually free food. xD but when we were there, we got the shock of our lives. we had to wait till everything finished only we could start eating, which was already 4 o'clock. we were all cold, starving and half asleep. duh. i would not have gone there if i knew it's so looooonnnng.

so i'm now here, at home, while all my family members are out, thinking that i'm already full after eating the free food. and enjoying my happy hours with computer. and mom called, said that they're heading to pizza hut. grrreeeaat. ==

i can't do much things in rainy days.

why does it have to rain everyday? now clothes can't dry, and it's freaking cold even though air-cond is not turned on. == i cant stop shivering. i didn't know that i disliked rainy days so much. oh i miss sunlight.

and. cant my adipose tissues just stop undergoing mitosis? == you know what i mean, don't you? it's like we need to eat a lot to gain more heat during these days, having these bad weather. oh BAD. i ate too much.

i crapped a lot. =X

it's holiday again!

2009-11-20T14:45:00.002+08:00

haha it's the last day of schooling today. also my last day of my form 4 life. whoa no more form 4 =(

i missed the Leonid Meteor Shower that day. =( i woke up early at 5am that morning, just to wait for it, alone. sisters all asking me to wait for it, until i see it only wake them up. how cruel they let me wait alone with mosquitoes. and i saw nothing of course, from the limited view from my house, and being cheated by LAIXIAOTIAN to look at the wrong direction , plus i was barely awake. == anyway i did wish. hahah hopefully they'll come true. so till now still i've never seen a real meteor yet =(

went for movie with super big gang, they called it the "happy family". hahah. watched 2012. i tell you, this is a must watch. whoa it's hilarious. for those who haven't watched it, go go and watch it now. you'll never regret about it. love it from the very first part to the last scene. it's long but time passed fast when you're watching it. the only bad thing when i was watching it, vickter, who had watched it before and sat beside me, keep mumbling on the next scene dialogue, which made me couldn't really concentrate fully on the movie. == nevermind, gonna watch it for another time some time later. =D

so it's a one-and-a-half-month holiday. it's not that long, on top of the fact that i have super much activities and work to do. first of all the up-coming activites is the class party. i don't know what i should say, whether our class, as in 4SC2, is special or weird, we're having our class party this sunday at New Horizon, which i don't know where it is nor how it looks like, while every class has already held their party at school either today or tomorrow. anyway, we do not have so much class money to afford such restaurant for 20+ people. so one of our generous classmate, or maybe i should call him the rich ex-monitor, sponsored us with RM150. WOW that's a lot. how generous could he be. and this makes everything possible. we even bought 9 mugs for all our subject teachers, including those we do not really wish to give. argh forget it. it's not my money after all. all i need to do now is wait till sunday and go and eat as much as i can and have fun as well! bwahaha xD

before that i'm having some kind of st.john training for juniors tomorrow. and as you know it's raining season now, and it rains almost everyday. so i wonder how they are going to have their training in rainy days. whatever. and i might be joining some... (i don't know what i should call it) okay forget it. something to do with listening and singing. 听唱会 we call it in chinese, in the afternoon that day itself. and MR.CHAN again at night. i've already had all my tuitions stopped but mr.chan still never gives up in teaching tuition. argh.

and then. steamboat! hahah it's the activity which i'm looking forward to going the most. lastly BC camp on tuesday. we're leaving on monday night though. going to have fun there. and then st.john exam and fitness run in december. and family trip. whoa i can't wait anymore! =D

not enough with that. i'm definitely not going to let my holiday pass on without going out for movies! new moon and a christmas carol! anyone? xD

11/11/09

2009-11-11T20:53:00.002+08:00

oh wednesday.

many ponteng today. damn boring at school. so skipped modern maths and went to bilik kaunseling to type certs with shing wei. =D oh ya got results for few more subjects. still the same, everyone GG.

went ECM yesterday. for movies. uncle got some free tickets. so i watched dragonball evolution again. == joined the gang for karaoke before that. but seriously you guys are so lame. == ok. planned to watch free movies again tonight. so uncle went this morning to get free tickets. and he got 3 tickets for up in the afternoon. so rush back from school and rush there, which still made us missed the front part.

i love free screening!

wanna watch 2012, new moon, christmas carol. joanne come lets watch it! hahah xD

8/11/09

2009-11-08T15:04:00.006+08:00

wow seems like everyone's heading to ecm today to meet zheng kar weng and others. it must be super crowded over there now. since i'm not his fan, so i decided to stay at home. sorry peitsuey! =P

anyway, went there yesterday with joanne, joeann, mok, yeeyan and carmen. went straight up to third floor for karaoke after eating noodles. we got a buy-1-free-1 since it's on promotion. so bought 2 hours, and free 2 hours. sang for a total of 4 hours. OMG. never felt that tired of singing in my life before. 4 hours was like super long, and we'd sung super lots of songs. crazy time with crazy people, we did stupid things there. too bad there wasn't really that many song choice for us. and we couldn't transpose the song down or up keys. but then after we've tried for like thousand time, the thingy worked but we didn't how we did it. and we couldn't fix it back. == so all the singers' voices sounded like babies. ==

and i'm going to get sore throat soon. =/ anyway, still a nice day to spend. played too hard that i've forgotten that i was going for mr.chan's at night. was actually dozing off throughout that 2 1/2 hours. so mr.chan treated us with sweets and all of us finished up almost all of his sweets. xD

aww... still having tuitions after exam. we're like soooo relaxed after exam. mom say it's like the end of the world haha it's true. so basically we're just playing and fooling around yesterday night. and mr.chan didn't lose his temper although everyone was making noise. tuition without exam's push is so so fun! =D

have to start going back to something i really don't like. ahh 2 months, which means throughout my year-end holiday. D= holiday gone.

oh yeah. ecm cinema has officially started operating. free movies for first 4 days! =D but it only shows old movies. too bad. anyway it still looks good hahah. movie there next time! =)

2009-11-06T13:05:00.001+08:00

i didn't even have enough time to enjoy the happiness after exam. =(

shit attitude causes shit results. i took it too easy. i was too careless.

HAH

2009-11-05T17:27:00.002+08:00

second post today! =D

still feeling great! =D

new skin haha. never changed it since like... erm this blog was born. time for a change.

i'm here to warn you guys, never think that you could post anything private and everything on blog or facebook or whatsoever, because according to the newspaper, your boss will check on you! =P. and just for SABSian's information, Puan Wong says she's got facebook. don't play play people!

not skipping school tomorrow. i'm good! =D

YAY =D

2009-11-05T16:25:00.003+08:00

yay yay yayyy!!!

haha ooh i've finished my last exam for form 4, which means i'm stepping one leg into form 5 already. oohooh =]

hahah finally. but it's just the same, since i did badly for other papers, and have given up on BC as well. played games in school, while malays were studying hard for their dunno-what paper. haha study hard play hard!

called BC tuition teacher and told her i'm not joining her tuition class anymore. wooh and she wanted to stop the whole class already since me and ah tian are leaving. not many people left. peitsuey and sam are planning to leave too. hahah. no more tuitions. erm except for norhaimi and mr.chan. == these two... zzz

was having a lot of fun in school yesterday, especially when we saw the super beautiful rainbow. haha love it! =) it was just too nice that one just cannot ignore it when she looks at the sky.

yay going out this saturday! see you!

sunday

2009-11-01T13:00:00.002+08:00

sunday again!

i'm still not feeling like starting my study. OH bio paper 1. since i've already screwed up paper 2.

dad got a new laptop from his company. i'm jealous! =x

grandma nearly got cheated by an 'old newspaper' man yesterday, for selling her 13kg cans for only 7kg. bad people are all around us. luckily my grandma is smart! =D

bioaddmathsphysicsbc. then i'm free! hahah can't wait.

study! ==

IF

2009-10-30T14:32:00.003+08:00

another week has passed.

there's only one word to describe this exam. shit. ready to get bloody results. tell me this exam is not important please!

beginning was okay. BM and BI. with the help of TIPS of course.

till the disaster started on monday. the most beloved subject i've ever had, the SEJARAH

read for so long like hell, but ended up being able to answer not even a shit. okay my 'long' means 2 days.

i've to admit, we've got A LOT of tips. when i say a lot, i mean it. i've spent my money sending this and that, and you know, tips are not short. and i've to forward to quite a number of people whom i've promised that i'll do. $$ gone. D=

finished freaking bio paper 2 and 3 today. i don't understand why on earth did they put these two papers in a single day, on a FRIDAY. it's like we had super little time, but loads and loads to study. planned to wake up early this morning. alarms set, everything prepared. but i didn't wake up. =( didn't even hear the alarm rang. sis scolded me for setting those alarms, which were supposed to wake me up, but had waken her up before i could hear them. how bad could this be. i couldn't finish anything.

i'm suffering from the consequences of being lazy before exam. =x

i did not work hard enough. i should not expect much. i didn't even finish my study for every subjects. screwed up everything.

i was too relaxed i think. while everyone was giving out their very best. burning midnight oil should not be the way. having all the tips, still i'm not able to finish my study. i'm on the way to fail my exam. cheating on exams has become common in my class. == basically everyone was cheating.

i'm wondering, how am i going to study without tips next year?

IF. i'm not lazy.

just 3 days more, 3 subjects more, please.

it's 0030 hours now

2009-10-18T00:29:00.002+08:00

and i'm still online. i don't know what i am doing. exam is just not more than 1 week from now. still i do not have the spirit to read. i'm dying really. mom's nagging again.

Interact IN over, PBC installation over.

coming up next, SLAD and PRS party, which have nothing to do with me

and MP on monday. going to MP makes me having to change Ms Ong to tuesday class, on the last day. =(

talking about MP reminds me of the tickets again. here's an advice which you guys must follow.

NEVER design a complicated, or special ticket, if you do not want wasting you time doing the tickets for weeks and yet still can't complete them.

this is happening to me right now. hopefully, the outcome won't be bad, then all the time used will still be worthwhile.

i found x disgusting, irritating, annoying and kinda self-obsessed. why on earth do there exist such a person. ishhhhh.

lastly, congratz to PBC ajk for successfully organised the installation. woah it was great really. =D

hoorey

2009-10-13T01:29:00.005+08:00

I WANNA SHOUT OUT LOUDDDD!!!!

woohoo i've got my theory results. haha finally it's all over. i started to miss it pulak... =P

okay, expecting nothing good, this results really make me feeling on the cloud nine.

i got 90 hahah.

thanks to teacher. for teaching, guidance and everything.

yeah!

tuesday

2009-10-06T22:36:00.003+08:00

dad went working at 2am this morning. after he fell asleep at 1am. and he came back just now, 6pm. yesterday he woke up at 7am. he slept for only 1 hour in 35 hours. i didn't know how could he do this. he's superman.

oh no finals is soooo near. i've to start revising as soon as possible. =(

i got a scar on my hand now and everyone is asking whether it is a birthmark. == ish...

piano class this afternoon. i did not practise well. i wasted my time. i wasted mom's money. i'm disappointed with myself. i'm not happy. =(

mooncake festival =D

2009-10-04T22:16:00.003+08:00

had a great day. thought i was going to celebrate it at home this year, so soooo boring, till pt sms me. YAY. had lots of fun at her house, especially with her super cuteeee lil bro. and jieyin the latecomer. haha had great fun. and got my hand burnt. =( got a new birthmark. zzz

mom told me she wasn't going to TC, but. she went. argh. nevermind i still had fun.

if i'm not mistaken, this is the second year i had my mooncake festival at pt's house dy. right pt? =D waiting for the third. hahah.

thanks for everything!

03/10/09

2009-10-03T15:06:00.005+08:00

i noticed nowadays people change their blogs to private blogs. i shall consider changing mine to one also one day. XP

Mr.Chan this morning. tuition time is supposed to be at night but it's mooncake festival today! so changed to morning. 3 hours of tuition time, plus the extra time he gave, wooah i stayed there for at least 3 and half an hour. first time having tuition for so long. last week tuition till 11.30pm. at night. first time having tuition till late night. mr.chan gave me lots of first time in my tuition life hah! lol

no TC this year. mom not planning to bring us there. she is afraid of tsunami LOL. no tuition but still no more fun... =(

had a jamuan celebrating Hari Raya that wednesday. one malaysia mah. lol. haha ate lots and lots of food. was very full already when we're going back to class, but they were having party at class. lol not sharing the food in canteen. forgot about the feeling of full when we saw the food. WOW they can cook well! haha i love my class! =) 4SC2 rocks!

went for norhaimi tuition thursday suddenly. i just knew that i was going for the tuition at 7pm that day. what a 'surprise'. sudden change of tuition caused me to have loads of notes yet to copy. still haven't thought of a way to tell rosnahni that i'm going to stop her tuition, after being there for 4 years. wow. going to have few tuition changes next year. mom's searching here and there for better tuition place, she says next year i'm going to sit for SPM. == i'd rather stop all those.

they, as in PBC ajks, were busying on selling and sending mooncakes stuff this week. haha still waiting for the mooncakes!

it's october already =( which means finals is just around the corner. still not yet started my revision... haha that's why i need to go for tuitions. mom's right lol

YOU, i didn't forget that. wait and see =) don't be dissapointed.

lastly,

GOOD LUCK TO ALL PMR CANDIDATES! =)

and you can say to others 'cheh PMR only mah' after next week! XD work for it!

update

2009-09-21T22:34:00.004+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!
this makes me awaiting Chinese New Year already. =D

and,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LEE JOE ANN =)

wooh holiday! parents outstation. me playing whole day non-stop. haven't actually done one single thing in this holiday. =/

went teruntum with joanne and yeeyan. yes TERUNTUM. i didn't know why we would have chosen that freaking place. a yap said she wanted to go for karaoke. and it was closed that day because of raya. so we ended up watching 2 movies. where got ghost and G-force. it wasn't really that scary, i was actually laughing in the cinema. but them, especially joanne, you got so scared huh. did you really watch the movie? lol.

i shall be reading. my mind says that. but my body controls my mind. what to do?

enjoy the holiday!

update

2009-09-10T21:04:00.002+08:00

wooh a lot had happened!

firstly St.John AGM 2009!

it's finally over. being a receptionist is so not fun. ok a little bit lah.

wow it was a totally crazy night. melissa and i were basically screaming for every performance that night. sore throat was the result of it. but who cares, we had fun! sam was completely in her own world that night. she got so excited when she saw our juniors dancing up there, and she danced down there, better than the up ones, more interesting than the up ones. lol. it was our night indeed. poor thing peitsuey wasn't able to be there. and jieyin. i don't know what to say. btw, juniors performance was great! they did their best after all the 'torturing practises'. the whole night is a total success. i love st.john! =) the only thing i'm quite not happy abotu that night, i didn't get the super lucky draw - the mp3!!! after having been waiting for 4 years still i don't get any. obviously i don't have luck x.x

UPSR's over. lol none of my business but my sis yes. i didn't know she was going to sit for her UPSR until like 1 week before? whatever... i don't reallynever have a good relationship with her.

SPM and STPM trials. good luck to all those who are sitting for these. i know it's kinda late. haha

sister is reading every night now. so no one is fighting for computer with me. wait! dad's still here. but wait till after STPM. i bet i'll never have the chance to walk near the computer even for 1 second.

addicted to facebook! XD

3/9/09

2009-09-03T20:26:00.002+08:00

oh got back all my results.

regretted for telling mom and dad my moral marks. kena marah by them. i was very happy that i passed, and i happily told them that. but they ended up telling me the importance of moral... (you know... after sis incident). i said it's only monthly test, and everyone gets score around that. 'you don't compare with others' they said. == speechless. i decided not to tell them any of my results anymore.

walked home after st.john training today, in the rain. luckily i managed to get an umbrella, which was kinda small for me. as the result i was half wet when i'm home, with my shoes wet like sponge. ok, at least i got the umbrella, i shall be thankful i know.

cousin sis is cuteeee!!! =) but she likes to cry

school reopens

2009-09-02T21:06:00.002+08:00

school reopens! and it's the time to get all the results. =(

as what i've expected, it was terrible. but who cares. everyone says 'monthly test only mah' ok. so i screwed it. but it was fun. for not reading like hell. got so happy when i found our that i actually passed my sejarah. and moral. lol

and...

happy birthday to yeo jie yin

also known as my 'chou ying' XD

st.john training for juniors this afternoon.

something happened. juniors oh juniors. they have their problems. whatever it is, i hope you guys can still work as one team.

oh they reminded me of us

oh miss the time

tc

2009-08-29T11:14:00.002+08:00

went tc. had water war, sunbathed, watched them burying people, and get myself tanned.

haha had a great day anyway. poor thing peitsuey can't join us in the sea. had a war with sea water and those mud... fell asleep with jieyin on the big big rock. and this is when i got the colour change on my leg. anyway surprisingly i like the colour. hahah. just when it hasn't changed to dark. dad says it's going to turn dark soon. nooo =(

all wet, sandy, tired, and tanned, we dragged ourselves back to tc 1. had a bath. this is when something unexpected happened. got the shock of my life. never dare to tell my parents yet until now.

walked to peitsuey's house after everything. another time under the big hot super shiny sun. went back home after that. that is the end.

btw,
happy birthday to yonglin!!!

going for merdeka parade! gotta miss ms ong's class again unless i go back earlier. hope it won't last too long so that i could rush there before time.

a day

2009-08-26T01:18:00.002+08:00

morning - Mr.Chan - 2 and a half hour. (he considers this as 2 hours =.=)
afternoon - Miss Ong - 2 and a half hour
night - Mr. Chen - 2 hours.
total = at least 7 hours of tuition per day. almost one third of a day.
woah! what a great day. =/

addicted to facebook recently. =.= nagged by mom for sitting in front of computer for hours everyday. especially yesterday. "after exam mar". this is the reason i gave to myself, but i used it as a reason everyday. lol

mom just scolded me for counter-striking.

holiday oh holiday

woohoo!!!~~~

2009-08-24T13:57:00.002+08:00

finished!!!

it was okay. did some mistakes though.
hopefully i'll pass and never have to look at it again.

mom's going to hold a party later. for those standard sixers. haha lots of food awaiting!

it is a not so relaxing holiday. =.=

stop

2009-08-21T23:53:00.003+08:00

exam over
holiday is here!!!
wooh, finally, after waited for sooooo damn long.

exam was a piece of shit. yes, i screwed it. =.= whatever who cares. it's just a monthly test. didn't really hold the book properly to study this time. sivik today, vickter and a loong crapped for the whole paper. hopefully Pn. Hapizah won't get crazy when she reads that. lol

monthly test over, yet stress not over. monday is the day, after... ?? year. whatever i've forgotten. i'm going to sit for theory exam, which will show how much i've learnt for this long long period. after this i shall never take any theory exam anymore. unless i failed. *.* no way.

have got lots and lots to do during this holiday. it's too short. too much to do, too little time. desk still untouched like dumbsite. stacks of homework. lots to read up. and lots to watch! hmm gonna watch as many.

ok. i've got nothing to say now
happy holiday everyone
selamat berpuasa for muslims
and happy celebrating the 'great great month' for chinese who believe in it. you know what i mean. special thanks to joanne who reminded me this =.=

let's partay!!! after monday

saturday

2009-08-15T17:03:00.002+08:00

wasted half of my day at IIUM for IMC. 5 questions for 3 hours 30 minutes. almost fell asleep there. another half day tomorrow. =.=

AH. i've to start studying already. but after the half day there, i spent another 3-4 hours in front of computer. i don't know what i've done. okay, other than blogging.

i'll screw my results this time. wait and see

ah

2009-08-13T23:53:00.002+08:00

sam told me that i've to do an account book.
ON NO i've dropped accounts =(

exam next week. still not feeling like studying yet. the mood is not here. haha but who cares. monthly test.

let's talk about H1N1. our beloved melissa. wakaka she's been quarantined since tues XD. fever. lol. and Pui Yi has skipped school for 1 whole week. Pui Yi~~~ where are you? Puan Rosnahni is not back yet. anyway, a lot are quarantined. i wonder when is SABS going to be closed. concerning puan rosnahni, dear joanne, how am i going to take her pic leh? come to Kuantan and see her in person lah.
so, everyone is now so scared of H1N1. mask everywhere, sanitizer everyday. how long does this going to last? no one knows. =(

we cancelled the photo session for form 5 and upper 6 for CITARASA, so they have to take those photos on their own. Shing Wei is currently undergoing huge stress as teacher keeps on putting pressure on her. so we've to get everything done soon. If all the photos are not being received by this sunday, shingwei please don't cry. haizz...

till tomorrow. then i'm free.

8/8/09

2009-08-08T10:57:00.003+08:00

ohh i've past 12hr 34min 56sec on 07/08/09 just like that. i've forgotten about it. =(

life's getting busy... so many things recently.
sis got her new phone! =/ better than mine, better than elder sis's, better than dad's and definitely better than mom's. in other words, her phone is the best among all of us now. *jealous x.x* it was her birthday present. i never get any birthday present from my parents also. =( so bad.

changed my duty time to friday, which affect my piano time. so changed piano time too.

not having BM tuition for 3 weeks already. Puan Rosnahni is always so busy. something to do with work on the 1st week, rest due to hypertension on the 2nd week. and now she's being QUARANTINE!!! H1N1... somebody went to our school to have body check for those who are having symptoms of H1N1 on friday. so not fortunate she was having fever. and so now she has holiday! and we have no tuition, and no BM periods at school! it's not really a good thing. H1N1 is killing now. students have to wear mask to school nowadays.

not going for explorace tomorrow. it seems like i can't go for any explorace. always have activities clashing with the time. =(

exam's just around the corner x.x
hari anugerah was bad.

2009-07-31T23:47:00.002+08:00

miserable week
both are my friends, i don't want anyone to get hurt
life is unpredictable... aikss.

H1N1 !!! everyone is talking about it now. we're currently in danger because our 'neighbour' is already closed for 1 week due to cases. everyone is in panic. lots of people wear mask to school. and yanwen's selling mask at school. =.= smart her...

going to school tomorrow... replacement for deepavali. crazy right? it's still sooooo long before deepavali is here. anyway, we're going off school before 1.50pm for the dunno what BC conpetition. hahah i didn't even touch those books yet. wonder how i am going to answer those questions...

CITARASA!!!
we're on our way there. all sorts of work coming up. me, as a typist (...the lowest post =.=) will soon have lots and lots of things to type. our cover is finally accepted by teacher. thanks to those who fought with us. lol. but teacher says that idea will be used next year. OH NO MY LAST YEAR. please don't do that to me. according to teacher, that's called 'in', which is very outdated for us. you will never want to see a magazine with such cover. please fight for us the next board...

life without youtube is boring. sent computer to the shop. and so great the effing man didn't do anything for us. ~~shit!~~

erm. i'm now an LP or more known as PPS. lol

it'll be very funny...

OH NO!!!

2009-07-29T00:40:00.004+08:00

1 month to go. and i'm told that we're going to have school monthly test around that time. gonna die soon... =(

by the way, they changed

it was...

and it is now...

.ABRSM. =.=

wooh!

2009-07-22T21:48:00.003+08:00

i didn't realise, it's my 101st post! lol

we have to do 2 oral test for English, and 2 more for BM for this year, and for godness sake i've done 3 of them in 2 days. thanks a lot to our lovely BM teacher who is not so considerate. but at least i've finished all my test for this year. no more worries. hoorey!

eclipse today!!!! too bad we can't see anything. it is the longest eclipse we could have in 500 years time. i don't think i can live till the next 500 years. too bad =( but hahah i did make eggs stand today. 3 eggs! yay! =D

everything seems wrong. problems with phone now. in the afternoon, sis was still using my phone to send message to mom. without my permission =/ and then now i can't even send a message. they've turned my account into inactive mode. isshhh. luckily i didnt' have my credits lost. now i'm using my dad's phone. =.=

bad thing, I CAN'T WATCH ANY VIDEO ONLINE ANYMORE. all. youtube included. that's bad, really bad. don't know what happened to my flash player. it just disappear suddenly. and now i can't view anything that's animated online. downloaded and reinstalled it for hundred and thousand times but it just doesn't work. =(

anyone who knows my problem or thinks he/she can help me pleeeeeeaaaase leave a message for me. any information given will be much appreciated. thank you. =/

19/07/2009

2009-07-19T17:24:00.002+08:00

July 18
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PEI TSUEY!!!!!!!
ooh another has turned 16
i can't think of any beautiful of meaningful words for you... =( sorry

have been busy lately. attended 2 piano classes in a row in the morning yesterday. change of theory lesson time because had to accompany cousins who were going to perform in ecm as uncles wasn't free to stay there. and so sis and bros went along. they keep running here and there, you know, little kids. so effing hard to control them until totally gave up. stayed there for like 4 hours. uncle treated us with pizza! went back home fulled. rushed for Mr.Chan's homework, then rushed for his tuition. =P i always do his homework last minute.
3 people left before time at his tuition yesterday. SukWy was sick, XiaoTian had activity on the next day which is today, and JieYin was too tired and she has camp too today.

theory exam is coming up soon. have to finish my past year questions and read up all those terms soon. always fall asleep whenever i look at them. =(

tomorrow is monday, again =/

.

2009-07-13T23:23:00.002+08:00

when time goes by
somehow things change
environment change
people change
they think differently
they choose their sides

i do not blame anyone
it's as naturally as breathing
it is not the way you think
i hope you understand
i miss the time, fun time
i'd rather i know nothing
maybe it's me who have changed
who knows

no offend, i don't mean anything
i don't want it to be like this
i'm really sorry if i did say something wrong
i hope we're still friends
if you understand we need to talk

ya.

2009-07-11T11:51:00.004+08:00

~~she wants that she doesn't work for it she blames others before understanding the truth she's being emo she stays away she acts that way she thinks that way she makes conclusion~~
it's difficult
why do i still care i don't know

i seriously need a definition of friends
this is what i found from wikipedia

Friendship is co-operative and supportive behavior between two or more people. In this sense, the term connotes a relationship which involves mutual knowledge, esteem, and affection and respect along with a degree of rendering service to friends in times of need or crisis. Friends will welcome each other's company and exhibit loyalty towards each other, often to the point of altruism. Their tastes will usually be similar and may converge, and they will share enjoyable activities. They will also engage in mutually helping behavior, such as exchange of advice and the sharing of hardship. A friend is someone who may often demonstrate reciprocating and reflective behaviors. Yet for many, friendship is nothing more than the trust that someone or something will not harm them.

really?
~~then why do you stay away why do you not make your effort and wait for others and blame others why do you make conclusion before understanding the matter why don't you think that is your problem~~
~~i'm tired of trying to make you happy every time you show that face i don't feel like explaining anymore~~
i love beethoven
i love mozart =)

July.

2009-07-10T15:41:00.002+08:00

it's july already. sooo fast!

just a summary of what i've been doing recently.

1. sidang redaksi photo session is over. =( gonna miss it a lot. load and load of work coming up.
2. i've started going for duty
3. choir national is over
4. i got flu and cough. everyone thinks that's H1N1 =(
5. flag day's over
6. it's been a week since i last touched computer.
7. i conducted during perhimpunan =.=
8. i've finally passed up my moral thing.
9. people in my class are having a fight
10. participated in jejak maklumat yesterday
11. july monthly test is called off!!! =D
12. i stopped Mr.Leong!!

science and maths in BM! =O
http://chedet.co.cc/chedetblog/
my piano teacher sent me this. go and vote!

JIE YIN

2009-06-28T17:30:00.003+08:00

this post is specially written for jieyin to show my love for her and her love for me. lol

she made this for my b'day and actually planned to sing at mr.chan's. luckily she didn't do that. lol

lastly, i love you!

***

annual inspection and flag day.

annual inspection ended much earlier than we've expected. and then the first aid competition. for SABS team, you guys had did it well. it is your first time and it's already very good. pity them got a spoilt stretcher.

sold 200 flags with sam, shingwei and mel at megamall. damn tired lah. have seen people from all walks of life clearly. hmmm. learnt much and gain much experience. too bad pt wasn't there. and we have to continue it next week.

ohno i have lots of homework not done. =/

3 more days =)

hari bersama pelanggan

2009-06-27T11:19:00.002+08:00

i'm home! hari bersama pelanggan today. wasted my day. we're supposed to be having choir practise for the whole day but pengetua won't allow. so i came back!

dad went to school. according to the letter given to us, we CAN go back after the sesi perbincangan. but when i was finding sis's form teacher, i met pn. wong. kena halau back to class by her. and that caused me to ran to opposite school as if i was ponteng-ing. dad parked his car there...

oh no, i'm in love with hamburger and ji-gu-bak recently. wakakaka!!! can't help shouting once i started that.

uncle's birthday today. happy birthday!!!! see, told ya there are many june babies. proven!
so my family did wish me. haha. it was my mom who remembered & reminded them.

mr.chan tonight. still haven't started to do his homework. x.x
annual inspection and flag day tomorrow.

happy birthday to me.

2009-06-26T15:52:00.002+08:00

26 June
it's my sweet 16!
i'm now officially 16. 1 more year to drive. =)

thanks to everyone who wished me! it's very sweet of you all.

thanks for the present and thanks for the birthday song. haha i got clothes for 2 consecutive years as my b'day present. thanks! i appreciate it very much. i love it! muacks! XD
btw HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XIN YAN TOO! she's the baby of same day same year with me and the only 1 i could find.

very true, my family members have obviously forgotten about my birthday completely. all of them. i'm not gonna tell them until they realise.

bad news, Michael Jackson has passed away, just 1 day before my b'day. that's not good.
-first, he's a legend. indeed. no matter how he had changed in his later years.
-second, this reminds me of him every year before my b'day while i'm not his big fan. =.= how great.

extremely exhausted today. pj in the morning, then choir practise, where both of them made me sweat like hell. but nevermind, the new pj practical teacher treated us with drinks and i learnt the way to play hockey haha. after that walked home from school, rushed and walked to ms lee's for piano. that worn me out totally.

gotta start doing my programme notes already. =(
tomorrow schooling day =(
& i can't go back with dad after he sees the teacher as there'll be choir prac =(
modern maths stupid teacher gonna ganti out form teacher to deal with the parents since our form teacher was always too busy. shit.
& oh ya i've beaten darren tan and vickter lim in cube. see i blogged it! =) haha

i love my friends
i love school
i love everything

happy birthday to me! =

=)

2009-06-21T16:46:00.002+08:00

parents are not at home, sisters are sleeping, i'm sitting in front of computer!

so i didn't go for olympiad and i'm quite relieved when others said that it was hell shitty. went to Pekan for choir thing. oh ya we celebrated Nicole YY and Enwei's birthday on the previous day when we were there for rehearsal. HAPPY BIRTHDAY again! lots of june babies! =)
slept for the whole journey. and when we arrived there, we were given an envelope each. and for the shock of my life, there was a RM100 note inside. ya, RM100 for each of us for singing for like only 10 minutes. yay i won't regret for going there. hahah! but we have to pay for it. our bus was blocked by cars and we had to wait till the ceremony ends only we could go. and for god sake the driver didn't fill up the petrol so we coundn't wait inside the bus with air-cond on. how great. =.=

st.john annual inspection rehearsal today. going for flag day on the real day. thought of having fun until i knew that pt wasn't joining us. =( u can't escape next year!

and great, according to newspaper we've to go to school next saturday as replacement for hari raya off. and it's annual inspection the next day. to joanne, i don't think we could hang out already. =( find another day bah...

gonna drop account! hee.